One Shot Collection

That moment

I was nervous that time.
I don't know what to feel.
I was sweating really hard.
I am dreaming?
Is this really true.
What..what will happen to me...to us?
Possibilities keeps rushing on my mind.
I can't concentrate.
I ... I... I'm scared at that time.
Scared of everything.
Failure!
They all screamed.
Looking at me with disgust.
I'm in the edge of giving up.
Giving up of everything.
Those voices in me.
I tried to fight with them on my own but I can't.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to overcome those unnescessary voices in my heard.
They kept on pointing my mistake.
They kept on rubbing it on my face.
I cried.
I cried so hard but no one listen to me.
No one want to listen to my story.
Until I found Him, no! I'm not the one who found Him but vice versa.
When I am so down...
When all of them don't trust me.
When no one can help me.
When I let my guards down.
When I am broke.
When all of my dreams were already ruined.