Dream Date

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ni candiicrush

ni candiicrush

What is your dream date?

Overnight at the beach?
Sounds good isn't it?
They said, it is romantic, and sweet.
How come it will be like that, if everytime I dream about it-' it is a disaster.
A disaster that will bring all the memories of pain and can shattered again my heart into pieces.
How come it will be romantic, if everytime I watch the sea at night, I imagined you and her, making shit things behind my back.
Is beach really romantic at night?
Is it?
How come my "dream date" turn into a knife, pieces by pieces, inch by inch, I feel like dying.
Dying because of the truth that our dreams that we shared together will never be as what we think it will be.
There is already dirt in the white sheet of paper.
The blank paper that we should suppose to fill with memories together.
You tore that blank sheet of paper.
Now I don't know where should I write.
Do I really need to write about it?
Naaah ~~ because that paper turn into ashes.
Burn and disappear.

09/04/17