Im So Sorry... (An Antisepticeye x Reader) BOOK 1

•Chapter 1: The Argument•

(y/n)'s POV
"Damit Anti! Why can't you see we are trying to help you?!" I heard Marvin the Magnificent yell. I slowly got out of my bed, tears rolling down my face. "He's right, Anti. You've been nothing but hurtful and rude since she got here and it's only been 2 months. She's suicidal enough that we already have to keep an eye on her and your fucking attitude is probably making it worse!" Chase Brody yelled. My eyes widened and my heart shattered when I heard the words Anti said. "Then maybe she should just go die! Then we wouldn't have to fuckin deal with her!" But I could imagine the regret on his face when I opened the door to his room, my head down as I sobbed. There was already blood going down my arms and legs from my recent cuts that I hadn't bothered to clean and wrap but hearing him, the demon I ended up falling for, say he wanted me dead just put the icing on the cake. I let out a soft "then so be it." Before I ran out of the room, out of the house though I didn't get too far before my vision started to go dark from the blood loss. I could barely hear the others yelling my name to help me stay awake. My eyes opened a little bit, seeing Seán, Chase, Robbie, Henrik, Jackieboy, Jameson, and Marvin all around me, telling me to stay awake. I gave them a soft smile before my eyes closed, my body relaxing as I went fully unconscious.