Chapter 4

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Two weeks have gone by and I am 134 pounds. So far my life is going pretty...ok? It's still dull and Jamie is still being something else but other than that, it's fine. Me and Sarah haven't really hung out since the pool day we had together. I've often wondered what she has been up to. But everyone has their own lives. Apparently, Sarah is having yet another party at her place tonight, so hopefully we will be able to catch up.

Through out the day I skip meals and just walk around hopelessly, while Jamie keeps texting me saying things like: "Ur so ugly." and; "U need me in ur life, or else I'll kill myself". I've just been ignoring him. I'm sure he'll go to the party anyway, so I can deal with him then. I sigh and sit on my bed. I notice myself starting to tear up.

No no no. You are NOT going to cry, it's fine.

I push my thoughts aside and have a long, and much deserved, cry.

After a few hours I looked at the clock.

Oh no! It's 7:34! I'm late for the party!

I just off my bed, grab my phone, and ran out the door, not caring what I looked like. After maybe two minutes of speed walking I arrive at Sarah's house. I walk in...

"Charlotte! Oh my gosh come meet my new best friend!"

New best friend?

"Ok ok, Charlotte, this is Livi. Livi, this is Charlotte.

"Hey! My pleasure! Sarah has told me SO much about you!" She gives me a huge smile. Her long blonde hair is neatly brushed and washed. While her choice of style was questionable at best. She had a baggy sweater on over some very short shorts. She seems...alright?

"Oh, um, hi! How long have you guys been friends?" I ask hastily.

"Oh my gosh, we saw each other the other day and knew it was made to be." Livi squealed in delight.

"Well, that's cool." I mumbled. I am not one to be selfish, but in all honestly, that hurt. I don't like that this girl just came out of know where and is not "besties" with my long time friend. But, I should find Jamie. I know he is around here and I am sure he wants to see me.

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