Back For You | Alternate Ending

Prologue

"So, what is it?" Eleanor asks from the other side of the door. I grab the test with my eyes closed. I didn't want to look. If it's positive, this baby won't have a solid family. Harry hasn't spoken to me since he left for tour. It's basically my fault. I cheated on him...with Zayn. If it's negative I have some major illness. "Are you gonna tell me?" I slowly open my eyes one at a time and look down. 

Positive.

Pregnant. 

I have a baby.

Inside of me. 

I have Harry's baby.

I don't have a Harry though.

"What am I gonna do?" I say and Eleanor opens the door. "It's positive El. Looks like I'm having a baby." a few tears roll down my face. "What am I gonna do? Where am I gonna go? Do I tell Harry? How do I tell him. Eleanor...I'm scared." I start crying harder and harder. "I can't do this." She hugs me tight and I shake. 

"Listen Madi, you can. I'll be here for you even when Harry isn't. I'm here, okay? You can do this. You're strong and this baby will be lucky to have you. Okay? Stop crying, please." she pulls away from me. "Let's go lay down, kay?" I follow her to her room and collapse on her bed. "I've been talking with Lou for the past week. I've been sort of suspicious of this whole thing. I told him not to tell Harry. I know you've been trying to hide this from me, but I knew. I just knew." I take the tissue from her. I've been throwing up every morning and playing it off as the flu. I really did think I was sick for a while, until it dragged into week two. "We're flying out to Florida in four days...okay? It was going to be a little vacation but now...it's a vacation with a purpose. The boys will be there. We can tell Harry then. I nod and cry harder into the pillow. Harry hasn't even tried to talk to me since he walked out that day he found out. I was scared of his reaction.