Smile {COMPLETED}

24

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that.

"Whoa, dude did you know that geese mate for life?  Like, they find their partner and if their partner dies, they won't go find another.  It says that they can die from loneliness!  That's pretty cool, kinda like they found their soulmate and would rather die than live without them," Ten looked up from his laptop.  "Earth to Changbin?"  His loud voice snapped Changbin out of his thoughts.  Changbin smiled halfheartedly causing Ten to frown.  "You alright man?  You've been out of it since you got here, whats up?" 

Ten was right.  Changbin hadn't been able to focus at all since he had gotten to Ten's.  School and this project was the last thing on his mind.  "Oh, sorry, I didn't get much sleep last night," and he wasn't lying.  After Changbin left Felix, he walked around Seoul for a while.  Eventually, it got to a point where he was too exhausted to walk anymore, so he found a spot under some tree not too far from the school and sat down.  His original plan was just to rest up a bit then maybe walk to Chan's since he lived practically next door to the school, but he ended up falling asleep.  By the time he had woken up, the school day was half over, so he texted Ten and told him that he'd be over later that night.

"Pft, that's a lame ass excuse.  I've used that a billion times so I know that there's more to it, now spill." Ten said, placing the computer he had on his lap down beside him.  Changbin sighed and tossed the notebook he had been writing in down onto the floor.

"Just, I'm an idiot.  That's what's wrong.  I did something that I shouldn't have and now I'm all conflicted about it," Changbin moved from his spot on the floor and was now standing up, pacing around Ten's room.  "Like, I knew that I shouldn't have done it, but I was having a shitty night and my emotions were everywhere and I just couldn't help it!  Ugh!" He let out a frustrated sigh and plopped down face first on the foot of Ten's bed.  The latter stayed quiet for a moment before he let out a soft chuckle.

"And you were the one saying that we didn't know each other well enough for you to tell me who you like, yet here you are spilling your guts about your pathetic love life," Ten teased with a raised brow and Changbin's head snapped up.  

"Yah, my love life isn't what's pathetic, I'm pathetic!  I'm such a fucking dumbass dude!" Changbin screamed into the blankets.  Ten shook his head at the over dramatic teen in front of him.

"Just as long as you didn't fuck the dude, I'm sure you're fine," Ten said nonchalantly with a grin.  Changbin stopped his sulking and sat up on the bed, glaring at the other.

"Yah, first off, how did you know that I was talking about someone?  And second, I didn't fuck him, I kissed him.."  Changbin's voice trailed off as he revealed the reason for his strange mood.  Ten just looked at him with a raised brow, his curiosity peaked.

"Well, you've told me this much already, just tell me who the bastard is!"  He practically squealed towards the end, much like a school girl who's crush had just walked past.

Changbin just let out a defeated sigh and rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands.  "Just, don't tell anyone please?  I really don't feel like having my friends badger me about it all the time," Ten nodded his head violently and zipped his lips with his fingers, showing that his secret was safe.  "Okay... his name is Felix.  He's a third year that transferred here from Sydney this year and I-"

Changbin was cut off by Ten jumping up on his bed and pointing at him rather violently with a surprised expression.  "You like the Aussie?!"  Changbin cringed at the question.  He didn't really know why, but whenever people called Felix 'Aussie', it seemed to rub him the wrong way.  It almost felt like they didn't think that he deserved a name, and it really bothered Changbin.