being a grier

chapter four

i woke up to the sound of hayes laughing his ass off. i quickly sat up knowing what was about to happen. "do not even think about it. i will not be a smack cam victim." i said nearly scaring hayes off of his feet. i looked around the room to see nash filming hayes and cameron, matthew, and taylor standing there. "i'm going back to bed." i said as my head hit the soft plush pillow.

"i don't think so, come on sis." nash said pulling the covers off of me. i glared at him and gave him the bird pulling my covers back up this time holding very tightly. "don't test me hamilton." i said as my head hit the pillow again. "magcon starts in an hour and you need to look pretty for the fans." nash said pulling the covers back down, grabbing my ankles pulling me out of bed.

i hit the carpet with a thud earning a rug burn. i cursed under my breath getting up glaring at nash. "we'll be down in the lobby eating breakfast hurry and join us." nash said walking out of the room as all of the boys following. cameron was the last one out. "you know last night wasn't a mistake." cameron said so only i could hear him.

i just stayed silent not knowing what to say. "you gotta say something sometime grier. i'm not expecting now. but, eventually." cameron said closing the door. once he closed the door i thought about what he said. did i like cameron? had i liked cameron all this time? or was it now that he was acting like this i saw something?

i was knocked out of my thoughts when my phone beeped. i picked it up and saw a tweet from jack glinisky. i smiled when i read it. "can't wait to sing with @itsrydergrier at magcon today." i quickly retweeted it and responded, "can't wait :)" i set my phone down, i took a white shower only washing my hair and face.

i decided to leave my hair natural. i rummaged through my suitcase deciding on a cute outfit for the event today. (listed below) it was a grier hoodie, i guess it works out since we're twins with the year and all, with black jeans and white vans. (A/N DAMMMNNN DANIELLLL... sorry i had to)

i quickly did my mascara and brows. i don't like to do much makeup, it takes too much time and i don't know how to do makeup. i grabbed my backpack i packed last night along with my phone and ran downstairs. i found the boys in the lobby eating breakfast.

"we saved you a seat." matthew said pointing to a seat sandwiched between cameron and shawn. "thanks. let me get breakfast and i'll be back." i said setting my backpack down in my chair. "yo cameron can you get me some more pancakes?" taylor asked. cameron nodded and took taylor's plate.

i walked away hoping the pancakes weren't in my direction. i guess i was avoiding cameron, i just didn't know what to tell him. i didn't know where my feelings were. it was too early in the tour do to anything like this anyways. i wanted to get to know the other guys, but yet again would nash ever let me date the other guys?

i picked up a plate turning around almost running into cameron. "excuse me." i mumbled. "it's ok. ryder it doesn't have to be awkward between us, i respect if you don't know what you feel right now." cameron said putting his hand on my arm to stop me from walking away. "thanks cameron. i just don't know how i feel. and it's too early in the tour to start anything." i said sighing with relief.

"i understand how you feel." cameron said winking walking away. i got my breakfast which consisted of two pancakes, eggs, bacon, and hashbrowns. i walked back and ate quickly as i noticed the boys were almost done eating. "wait jack what song are we doing?" i asked. "good question. i was thinking between someone like you by adele or waves by dean lewis." jack said smiling.

"love those songs. you chose i love them both." i said eating my breakfast. jack looked at the other jack and they nodded. "we all think they have telepathy." matthew whispered in my ear making me laugh. "they must." i responded through laughs. "we're gonna do waves by dean lewis." jack j said. "ok sweet. we have time to rehearse right?" i asked as both of the jacks nodded. "don't worry we'll be good." jack g said sending me a reassuring smile.

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"ok everybody is in partners. nash with hayes. matthew with carter," the list went on, "and there's one group of three jack and jack with ryder." i looked up to see jack g smiling. "when we call the names you run onto stage got it?" bart asked as he ran to the stage with a microphone. "HELLO MAGCON ARE YOU READY TO MEET THE CREW?" bart yelled earning thousands of screams.  "wow." i said backing up. i didn't think there would be this many people here.

rehearsals went great but singing in front of thousands of girls was terrifying. someone pulled me into their chest. "hey ry look at me." jack g said as i looked up. "you did amazing in rehearsals. they're gonna love you." jack said pulling me back into his chest. "thanks jack. it means a lot." i said as he placed his hands on the sides of my arms. "ok they're gonna call us out soon. you got it princess." jack said pressing his lips to my forehead.

he ran next to jack as i followed him. i felt jokes burning in the back of my head to see cameron staring down jack. i looked up at jack to see him smiling. hopefully i was able to get to know jack more. he seems like a really nice kid.

"and welcome jack gilinsky, jack johnson, and ryder grier." bart yelled. my feet wanted to go but my heart stopped my feet. jack looked back at me and grabbed my hand and pulled me out on stage. once he pulled me out our hands stayed connected and the fans went wild. jack let go of my hand once we reached our spots. after everyone was called out nash received the microphone.

"so what shall we do first? jack and jack sing along with my little sister ryder? or should we do a question and answer?" nash asked earning many screams. "well that doesn't help us out much. which one?" i asked laughing  as a microphone was handed to me. the crowd laughed. "ok raise your hand if you want us singing!" jack g yelled.

more then half of the crowd raised their hand. "well looks like jack and jack and ryder will be signing!" nash yeller earning screams. "what song?" a girl yelled out in the crowd. "waves by dean lewis." i said smiling. "well let's get started." jack g said putting his arm around me as the whole crowd screamed. i blushed and again saw cameron staring at me. it's not like i could stop jack from doing what he was doing.