being a grier

chapter fourteen

as my eyes opened my head started pounding. i turned towards my clock to see that it was ten and then a realization dawned on me. magcon world wide. i was obviously going to do it. i overreacted. my mind thought of last night as i smiled. i had so much fun. even though i got completely wasted it was so much fun. 

that's something i would be doing again. i don't care what nash thinks. as i got out of bed my door opened. as i turned i saw nash there with a worried look on his face. "what the hell has gotten into you? i know jack hurt you but going out and clubbing not the best idea." nash said raising his voice. 

i just rolled my eyes. "i can do whatever the hell i want. and i don't need my big brother walking around and trying to protect me." i respond. "how do you think i felt when it was around two in the morning and our little brother comes to my room and starts crying. worrying about his ONLY sister." nash yelled. 

i had no words instead i stood there is silence. "exaclty. get ready we're leaving for the airport in an hour." nash said exiting my room. i fummled through my suitcase before choosing tight black skinny jeans and a rolling stones tshirt along with my checkered vans. 

i packed my suitcase and backpack making sure i had done my makeup, washed my face, and brushed my teeth. i brushed my hair putting it into two dutch braids. i made sure i had everything before i walked down to the lobby. 

i gave my suitcase to one of our managers before grabbing a plate. i slung my backpack over my shoulder before grabbing a plate. i grabbed a plate filling it with a few pancakes and shredded hashbrowns. as i went to sit down next to nash i remember what had happened. 

i sat at another table going on my phone looking at instagram. a dm notification popped up as it caught my eye. it was from someone named sammy wilkison. and a few of the boys followed him. i clicked on it to see a string of texts. 

i opened his account and he was super attractive. i went back to the messages to see many very sweet texts. i smiled while reading them before responding. 

sammy- you're so hot be mine                                                                                                                                        sammy- holy shit you're literally so beautiful                                                                                                    sammy- be mine ryder..

                                                                                                                                  ryder- i'm sure i can arrange that                                                                                                                             ryder- you are a very attractive boy sammy

sammy- holy shit you actually responded                                                                                                  sammy- i propose that we go on a date soon then

ryder- sounds amazing. but we have a problem

sammy- and what may that be?

ryder- i am boarding a flight in a few hours to go to Germany for tour

sammy- berlin?

ryder- yes. berlin. 

sammy- well i'll be there. i would love to take you out ryder.

                                                                                                                                        ryder- that's very expensive.                                                                                                                                      ryder- and we've never met. that's crazy

sammy- well it would be a beautiful place to meet a beautiful girl. i'll be there. no questions asked nice talking to you ryder. see you in berlin.

ryder- you're crazy sammy. i love that ;)

as i finished my breakfast i got into the van shawn sitting next to me. "hey shawn." i said smiling. "hey ryder. you look really pretty today." shawn said. "thank you. i like your fit too." i said looking at shawn's outfit responding in all honesty. 

"you look a little tired. want me to wake you when we get to the airport? you can use me as your pillow." shawn said as i nodded. "sounds like a great idea. thanks mendes." i responded laying my head on shawn's shoulder. 

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"ryder we're here." shawn said as i opened my eyes. i grabbed my suitcase walking into the airport putting my beats on playing X. his music always helped me and if anything were to happen i don't even know. i don't wanna think about it. 

we made our way to our gate waiting for the flight to board. nobody seemed to try to talk to me which i wasn't complaining about but it was a litte weird. i looked at the time to see we had half an hour until boarding. i walked over to the Starbucks my carry on rolling behind me. 

i put my beats around my neck ordering an iced white chocolate latte with a blueberry muffin. as i got my drink i walked back to the gate putting my beats on. sooner or later we gated onto the plane. i found my seat that was next to cameron and shawn. i was sat in the middle of the two boys. 

"hey shawn. hey cam." i said sitting down. "hey ryder." shawn said smiling. "hey ryder. you ok? i know what happened last night." cameron responded as i nodded my head. "yea it's fine. not too many feelings were attached." i said as he pursed his lips. as he was about to say something jack got onto the plane and i gasped. 

he had a black eye, a busted lip, and bruise on his cheek. someone had beaten him up. i don't care what he did to me i still cared. i quickly jumped over shawn running to jack's seat. i noticed the two other seats were occupied by johnson and carter. 

so i did what i could think of. i sat on jack's lap. i didn't want to block the walkway. "who the hell did this to you?" i asked. he looked down, "i fell." i shook my head putting my two hands on his cheeks forcing him to look at me. 

"right now glinisky i don't care about what you did with madison. who did this to you? there's no way that's from a fall. that's impossible." i said as he removed my hands. "i told you i fell ryder. i'm telling you i fell." he said as i started to become angry. 

"tell me or so help me god. i will do anything and everything in my power to find out." i said as he caved. "it was your brother." he responded guilt filling his voice. "which one?" i asked. "which one do you think? you think hayes can pummel my ass?" jack asked with sarcasm filling his voice. 

"nash." i whispered getting up fast. jack pulled me back down. "don't ryder." he said as i glared at him. "i'll do whatever i want. you have no control over me." i snarled getting up walking over to nash. "hey ryde-" nash started but was cut off. 

i had slapped him. hard. the plane became silent all direction faced towards me. "i don't care that you're my older brother. and that jack cheated on me. but you never hurt anyone again. i can handle myself." i snapped as nash's mouth fell open. 

"you're my little sister. i want the best for you and he was not the best for you." nash responded as i spun on a dime. "you're not helping nash. you don't need to pummel his ass. look at him for god's sake. i'm changing ok? i'm doing shit that i wanna do." i responded. 

"and clubbing is something you wanna do? getting hammered?" nash asked. "whatever nash. don't turn this on me." I responded walking towards my seat sitting down in silence as the plane continued on with their activities. 

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hey guys joc back with a chapter after a well needed break. I have a lot in store for this book. Finally new ideas coming to me. I hope ya'll like bad ass Ryder cause she's gonna stay for a little while. I missed you guys, love you. hope to see you soon ;)