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good girl | oscar diaz

I layed down on my bed and sighed, every part of my body ached from the long day at school and i wanted nothing more than to go to sleep and forget everything.

But being the good girl i am, i decided that it was best to do my homework before anything else. School had always been my escape from the outside world, i know it sounds weird but everyone has their way to get away and that's mine.

I rolled over onto my stomach and started reading the textbook that i had thrown onto my bed as soon as i got home, after many attempts of trying to read it i realised that i wasn't going to get anywhere. I closed the book at grabbed my hair in frustration.

Oscar was on my mind, 24/7. He was the light in my world, the one thing i truly think i need to survive.
I wasn't usually like this, i could usually push him to the back of my mind and focus but this time was different. I craved his touch and i just wanted to hear his voice and see his face.

It still remained a shock to me, like how in the world did i end up with Oscar Diaz as my boyfriend?
I was just another high school student, scared of the gangs and dangerous world. I had always been scared of Oscar, but in a way i had always been interested in him.

Cesar, my best friend had introduced me to Oscar after i had moved from another crappy part of town. At first sight, he was dangerous and that intrigued me.
I don't know what he had seen in me at all, i was nothing special but he thought i was and i thank god for him everyday.

Life has always been the same for me, same old curfew, same old rules. Same boring old life.
Oscar couldn't be further from what people think he would be like.
He has a tough exterior but on the inside, with the people he truly cares about his the biggest sweetheart.

The first day i had met Oscar, he was stressed out and angry. He had a temper but it only got me more interested. He approached me and we just started talking, and boom, here we are today. I couldn't be happier with how things have turned out.

He asked me if i wanted to go on a date with him, and of course i had said yes. At the time, i wanted to know more about him. I wanted to know what he did on the daily and i wanted to know everything about him.

I thought it was strange how he asked me, but nonetheless i was happy.
It had now been 9 months since we started dating and damn, he was my world. He means absolutely fucking everything to me and i don't know what i would do if i lost him.

Oscar is perfect to me and nothing will ever change that.
Of course, i was cautious of Oscar at first but everything faded away after every single kiss he gave me.
Oscar was unpredictable, but that just made me love him every little bit more.

To everyone else, i wasn't the right girl for Oscar. I wasn't the type of girl he could just fuck on the daily and then just leave, i wasn't the type of girl that would go and do the things that he did. i wasn't the type of girl to the gang, i wasn't the type of girl to encourage him to do stupid shit that would get him hurt.

Although, i am the type of girl to want him to stay safe. I'm the type of girl that believes there's something in Oscar than just gangs and guns, I'm the type of girl that actually wants a future and i want to move forward with our relationship.
I have goals.

I groaned loudly and threw the textbook on the floor, i grabbed the light grey fluffy blanket and pulled it over my body as i layed my head down on the pillow.

Just before i closed my eyes, my phone buzzed. I contemplated on whether i should just ignore it or not, i decided to look on the off chance that it was Oscar.

Once i saw his name there, i smiled.
i want to throw rocks at your window but that's cliche as fuck, so come open the door babygirl?

I kept a smile on my face as i stood up and walked out of my room and to the front door, i swing it open and i am immediately in Oscar's arms. I savoured his scent because truth is, he isn't always around. Oscar is a busy man.

"Babygirl, i miss you" he said and just hearing his voice was enough to just make me the happiest girl in the world.
"You saw me two days ago baby" i said, i decided to be a little smart ass although deep down i knew that he knew that i missed him just as much, if not more than he missed me.

"I know that, but i know that shit gets rough for you." He said as i pulled away from the hug. We walked to my room and i layed on his body on my bed.

"I've taught you well, i see" he smiled as he was look at something beside my bed.
"What?" i asked as my eyebrows scrunched together in confusion.
"The school book on the floor" He said, i felt his chest vibrate as he chuckled.

I pull my face up from his chest and look at him, he smiles at me and places his lips against mine. i smiled into the kiss.
When i pull away, he pulls me back in for another and i couldn't of been happier.

"I'm the only thing that should be distracting you from school" he said and flipped is over so he was now hovering over my body, he had the smirk on his face.

As clothes started coming off, i realised that at this moment i was happier than i had ever been in my life. Oscar made me happy.