ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇs

Ruby | finally yours

"Hey ruby" I spoke to him, we hadn't seen each other in a few days and I was excited. No one knew about my desire to be ruby's girlfriend.
"Hi, Emma" he stuttered when he spoke and to me, it was the cutest thing in the world.

We were going to be planning my quince and he was excited, I was not. I was just excited to see my (hopefully) future boo.

"So have you got anything planned?" I asked him.
"Um, I wanted to wait for you to get here. It is yours after all" he said and I nodded.

As we walked over to sit at the table, I couldn't stop thinking about just speaking up and telling him about the way I felt. But that required balls and I have none.
I started to grow feelings for him a few months ago, I haven't said anything because I don't think the squad would take it very well.

"We need to pick out a dress asap. It can't be a cheap one! It needs to resemble your beauty" he pronounced
I slumped back in the chair and sighed, I hadn't even been with him for five minutes and he was already stressing me out. He was pacing around the room like a headless chicken.

"Ruby, I already picked out a dress. Chill out" I uttered.
"Well, I don't see it. It must be invisible huh?" He said with a sarcastic tone to his voice.

"Ruby, chill. You're stressing me out" I said.
"I just want everything to be perfect, I'm sorry." He said and I felt bad instantly, I sighed and grabbed my bag.

"I'll be back whenever you learn to control your pacing around the room and attitude," I said as I got up and walked out the door.

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It had been a few days since I had seen ruby, sometimes you just needed a break from the outside world (and ruby).
It was the day of my quince and I was excited but dreading the thought of seeing ruby again. It wasn't because I hated him or anything.
I just acted out of line the other day and I was rude, I wanted to apologize.

What if ruby was mad and me these past few days, what does he think of it now?

I sighed and got out of my bed, anxiety is a bitch. It's always there and it never goes away no matter how hard I try, I just wonder why couldn't I be a normal person with no worries?

I lived alone with my older sister, but she was out of town on business or something. She said she regrets that she can't be here but I doubt it, I doubt anyone really cares that much.

I looked at my dress, it was absolutely stunning. It hugged my tiny body in all the right ways and made it look like I had curves.
A pale yellow colour it is, strapless and poofy. Just the way my mum would've liked it. Although I'm sure she would've preferred it pink.

But yellow is such a bright colour, it changes moods and makes me happy. I slipped into the dress and smiled at myself in the mirror. I'm sure today was going to be good, ruby doesn't hate me and I'll be with my friends. Every thing's going to be fine.

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"Damn Emma! Look at you." Jamal said as soon as I saw him, we were hanging out near the food. That boy loves to eat and there's no denying it. I was in the mood for dancing, but only with ruby and I had yet to see him.

There was a lot of people here, but I barely knew any of them. Ruby really went all out.

"I'm gonna go find ruby," I told Jamal and walked off looking for him before he could respond, I was kind of rude but I was really anxious and wanted to find ruby.

I found him when I walked into his room, he looked so handsome.
I sat down on the bed next to him and smiled. I smile when I get nervous, it feels like it's the only thing I know how to do.

"I'm sorry, I wanted to apologize for being ruby. I took over without asking and didn't think about whether you liked it or not" he spoke really quickly.

"Don't apologize for being Ruby, I'm the one that should be saying sorry. But thank you, the party is stunning." I looked down at my lap but before I knew it I felt his fingers on my chin; lifting my head up.
I looked towards him and he kissed me. It felt amazing, after all this time we were actually kissing!

We broke away so we could both breath, "will you be mine?" He asked.
"Of course, ruby" I smiled.

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Based this imagine off of the quince planning episode.
It feels weird actually writing something happy but oops.
I don't like using y/n in my imagines and everything, so I'm just going to be switching the name around each imagine. I just feel like it's easy to read and write that way.