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Oscar | Can't let you get hurt

There was one thing in the world that Oscar never wanted to do, and that was to fall in love with somebody. Caring about someone and his dangerous life didn't really mix well.

His whole plan of never falling in love and never caring was thrown straight out the window when he met me. To him, I was the most beautiful person in the world and I don't get it. Until him, I never really had anybody that treated me like somebody.

He treated me like a princess, he gave me the world and so much more.

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I was stood outside her door, trying to work up the courage to knock. I keep telling myself this needed to be done, to protect her. I knew I could no longer see her.

I loved her more than anything and I couldn't let me or my dumb decisions let her get hurt.

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"Hey?" I let out, sort of confused as to why Oscar was standing at my door so late. "Do you wanna come in?" I asked.

"No, I'm not staying long. I just came to tell you something" he spoke, he seemed nervous and I don't know why.

"We need to stop hanging out, I can't let you get hurt" he seemed like he wanted to say more, as the words left his mouth he looked absolutely shattered. His eyes got glossy and he chewed on his bottom lip.

I stood there in shock, where was this coming from? We had been fine for so long. Had someone threatened him? There were so many questions running through my head, but no answers.

"Why?" I managed to get out. I was about to cry and I didn't know what else to say or ask.
"I uh, don't want you getting hurt. The blocks been hot lately and I can't risk it" he said.

"This isn't a forever thing tho right?" I questioned.
"Listen oscar, I appreciate it but I'm fine. I'll hold my own. Ain't no one gonna touch me." I sort of laughed, trying to bring some humour to the situation.

"This is serious baby." He said, I sighed and spoke up "you're a fucking pussy, Oscar." i spoke angrily. I took a step back and slammed my door close, had he really just done that?

After everything, had he really just given me up so easily? I heard him walk away, the door separating us but at the same time it seemed like so much more.
I wanted to try harder, maybe I could change his mind.

But once Oscar had his mind set on something, nothing was gonna stop him.
My heart was broken but I knew that me and Oscar would find our way back to each other if it was meant to be.