Violet Dreams

Control Freak

I hate drama.

I hate it when people bring drama wherever they go.

I don't understand why some people make a big deal out of everything.

I just don't like problems.

I like being in control of everything and I really like being in control of my life and how I feel.

Sometimes I'm not.

I'm not in the control of my own thoughts.

My mind has a mind of its own I guess and I can't control it.

That terrifies me.

I like being with people who make me feel happy.

I like that a lot.

And you,

You know who you are.

The thing is I can't control life.

I want to.

I need to.

And if I can't I get scared.

I can't control life. 

And that terrifies me.