~Deadly Love ~ Naj. Killmare

~Chapter 1: Foolishness~

Killers pov.

I woke up, jolting from the loud alarm coming from my alarm clock sitting next to me on my dresser along next to my lamp and my notebook. I slammed my hand down on the off button as the alarm finally shut up, after that I got up and grabbed some clothes to throw on so i wouldn't look like a grumpy monster at school. I walked back over to my phone after I was done getting ready and looked decent enough, I checked my phone a bunch of spam mail and hate texts but i just swipped them away like I usually do. I grabbed my sweater and put it on then grabbed my backpack and put that on afterwards, a little later I was ready and unplugged my phone and put my headphones on listening to nightcore weak (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38jSLJ9zzWc) then put my phone in my pocket and walked out of my house. I walked down the block to my bus stop and soon I got there and started waiting for the bus to arrive which wasn't fun at all, I was just standing there as some of the other kids looked at me and looked back at their friends and laughed but I ignored it showing I really didn't care but on the inside I really did care, it hurt a lot but I didn't show it I didn't want to get laughed at more and start crying like a baby. Soon the bus arrived and everyone got on before me knowing if I did i probably would have been tripped on the bus stairs, I got onto the bus and sat right behind the bus driver like I always do, I took my phone out seeing more mean texts from the kids in the back I could hear then giggling from behind me through my headphones.....I swipped the texts away ignore them trying not to start crying but I didn't I stood my ground and changed my song quickly to a different one and quickly put my phone away. I looked out the window and kept looking outside no matter how many places we stopped no matter how much my phone was ringing I didn't look away from the window seeing houses pass some in good shape and some in bad but one house was different.....children....kids and their parents were always playing outside every moring, unless their somewhere else...that is special, very special to have parents who loves you, mine never did for sure nor does anyone honestly......the only person who cares for me is Mr. Nightmare he's so sweet and kind to me, I always do my very best in his class I mean i'm still trying my best in my other classes but I try my very best in his class. I love Mr. Nightmare so much but I know i'm to young and he's older so it would never work out....and he already has Miss Muffet I don't like her at all shes stealing him away from me I didn't like that about her one bit, it was horrible my own senpai being taken away from me because of her....but he loves her more the he would ever love me........The bus stopped and I snapped back into reality and noticed we were at the school, I stud up in my seat but I waited till everyone left off the bus not wanting anyone to mess with me as I got off.  Once everyone was off I walked out and started to run to the doors as someone stopped me quickly and pushed me into the ground, making me start to breath heavily and look up seeing Pj which made me more terrifyed then I was before now that I know its him and not someone else "I-I'm sorry Pj" he looked down at me and smiled grabbing me by the front of my jacket "Listen you little shi* your gonna but me and my buddies our lunch today or else today will be one hell of a day, okay?" I looked up at him and nodded quickly pulling away from him and running inside for some safety and ran all the way to my locker which was luckly next to Mr. Nightmares room so it was hard for most bullies to try to bully me at my spot cause everyone knew I was Nightmares "teachers pet" which I didn't mind people thinking like that but I thought of it in a hole different way which I won't get into right now anyway I quickly ran into his room and noticed he wasn't there which made me panic more knowing if the bullys noticed he wasn't there they would try to get me but I realzied he walked back into the room which made me calm down.  He smiled noticing I was in the room and he smiled waving at me, I waved back of course I always do but Mr. ink walked in before I could say anything to him which made me frown but I did't care and just sat down and started to write in my notebook continuing my litte story I made about a kid who's in depression and whatnot its sad I know but thats just what I'm into I guess always have been for some reason...I looked back up seeing Mr. ink gone but Mr. Nightmare standing right next to me reading my story as I wrote.  I paniced and quickly closed my notebook and looked up at Mr. nightmare......he was smiling and in the good way.....a nice caring smiling.....he liked my story...."Thats a really good story killer I would love to read it if you wouldn't mind"  I was shocked by his words but thought about it for a moment and nodded "D-do you have wattpad? I kinda don't wanna give my notebook up p-plus my storys in wattpad" I looked back up at him and slighty smiled as he still had a smile on his face "Of course I do besides I don't mind either way, I'll talk more about this later okay kills?" I smiled nodding finally feeling happy today, He's so caring and nice to me I love him so much.....if only I could tell him...

1042 words!!!!! JESUS I haven't wrote this much in forever welp I hope you guys liked this I'll try to update more often but I'm busy cause of school and personal issues but if you want me to write any different ship just ask in the comments and i'll do it and i'll update crossmare soon when I have time thank you all so much I love you all!!!))