~Deadly Love ~ Naj. Killmare

~Chapter 5: Lies...~

Killers pov

I woke up in my room, getting up I looked around remembering all of what happened last night with my mom and..nightmare, he really did love me, he kissed me last night without hesitation....to think someone like him would love someone like me...heh....I checked my phone 7:01, time for school, I quickly got up and changed into some new clothes and all the other stuff I needed for school, I started walking over to the bus stop and sat in the grass once I got there.  It was peaceful and had a gentle breeze in the wind, for once PJ wasn't here it was just me and the other students, I wish it was always like this....the bus soon came and still no PJ, he must be sick or something, I smiled getting  on the bus and sat in my normal seat, the bus continued on until  it got to the school, I got out quickly and walked to my locker for once, still no pj yes! I don't have to worry about him for today now to go talk to Mr. Nightmare hehe.  I walked to his classroom and he wasn't there, I figured he might be talking to Miss. Muffet so I walked over to her room and quietly knocked on the door "Miss. Muffet I-" I slowly opened the door but stopping seeing Mr. Nightmare kissing and groping Miss. Muffet.....it was all a lie....."You care more about me right nighty?~ that little pest is so to perfect~" "yeah~ he's just a student helper, your much better then him muffey~" .......pest?......am I really this worthless......I should have known....I ran out of the office and grabbed all my stuff throwing it back into my backpack and ran to the front doors and ran outside and all the way back home.......I opened the door to my house and slowly closed it knowing all my bunnies were outside and asleep at this time still...even Vinny left into the little garden.....I walked back to my room and closed my door throwing my backpack and my phone across the room into a corner, I sat on my bed.....tears streaming down my cheeks.....again.....just another heartbreak......I knew no one loved me....not even him.....I walked over to my dresser and opened the drawer.......I grabbed the sharp blade that was laying next to my shirts....I pulled up my sleeves and took off my pants...I out the blade to my bones and one by one cuts were filling my whole body.....all up my leg....all up my arms.....dripping down my arm and leg....numb.....I felt nothing......it was all numb...no pain....no pleasure....nothing.....only emotionless.....I got up but quickly fell down from all the blood that was dripping down, all on my bed and carpet....I looked at the knife then back at my legs...I summoned my echo body and filled it with cuts....blood was everywhere.......I passed out.....    

-hours later-

I woke up.....bright lights....beeping coming from one side of my ear.....laying in a bed......hospital.....I knew this would happen....my mom probably came in and found me....she should have just left me to die.....we both know there's nothing that anyone needs for me....I'm a waste of space.......someone walked in, I didn't look over until I heard the voice..."Killer...".......Mr. Nightmare......

Nightmares pov

I walked into killers room.....I can't believe he tried to commit suicide.....I thought he could talk to me...."I found you on the floor.....out cold....the doctors fixed up all of the scars and patched them up....but.....why would you do such a thing....." I walked closer to him, I wanted answers but I wasn't gonna force them out of it "you should know.." "what? what do you mean? I really don't know killer....why do you think one of the reasons for why I'm sti-" "SHUT UP YOU CHEATER!!! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME BUT I GUESS NOT!!! I SAW WHAT HAPPENED THIS MORNING!! YOU WERE SMOTHERING YOURSELF ALL OVER MUFFET!!! AND GROPING HER!!" I jolted back a little....but I can't lie....I did do that....but I didn't think he would find out...."k-killer" "just get out!! I don't wanna see you right now!!" I teared up a bit...he did this because of me...I knew I shouldn't have done that but my stupid heat got to me.....I slowly walked out of the room, I could hear him crying and trying not to scream.....I sat outside of the room on one of the chairs nurses came and left here and there....my fault...I'm such an idiot...

-1:57am-

I got up and walked back into killers room, he was sound asleep and had blue marks going down his cheeks....he's been crying....all because of me....why...why did I do something so stupid....I walked over to him and held his hand gently kissing his head....I knew he wouldn't let me see him again so I'm doing this while I still can.....I love him so much....but my dumbness got a hold of me....he would never forgive me for this....but I could try to talk to him about it....I'm a monster...a cheater....I smiled and kissed his head one more time..." nighty...was it heat....is that why you did that.." my smile dropped...he was awake...."yes.....I was breaking up with her but she made me go into heat....so we did that....but I yelled at her afterward....I didn't think you saw....I'm sorry kills...it's all my fault....I'm so sorry.." he stayed silent for a moment then respond "I'm sorry for doing something like this...I didn't mean for this to really happen....I cut myself and thought I wouldn't pass out...this isn't what I mean to do...do you still love me?" I kissed him gently, it took a few seconds but he kissed back soon, I licked his teeth as he slowly opened his mouth, I slipped my tongue in and French  kissed him, it went on for awhile but we pulled away gasping for air "yes, I love you so much killer, I will never let this ever happen again" I kissed him one last time as he looked at me right in my eyes "And I won't let this happen either....I  forgive you...please don't hurt me again"

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