[WJSN x SEVENTEEN] School Days

Chapter 19

Seola's POV

"Unnie, please open the door." I heard a voice from outside the room. It sounds like Soobin's voice.

"Please eat Unnie. It's already lunch time. You haven't eaten since last night." I heard Yeonjung.

Wait, why am i here again? Why did i locked myself up?

Oh right. I remember now. Tears starts to come out of my eyes and they're not stopping.

"I need space" I told them so that they will stop bothering me.

"Joshua" I mumbled between my sobs. "Why am i like this?"

'Why can't you just be honest and tell me that you're tire of me already?' 

"I'm not tired of you at all Josh. I just can't tell you"

'Fine! You're not talking? Then i guess we should end this'

"Why'd you do that Josh?" then my cries became louder.

'Yeah, it's better that way. You never talked to me about everything anyway.'

"Josh" I buried my face in my pillow.

'G-goodbye'

"Why'd you leave me?" My tears just won't stop falling.

I heard a loud bang from the door. Then my vision suddenly became dark.

Joshua's POV

"Hyung, where are you going?" Seungkwan asked me. The he pointed at the backpack i'm carrying. "You don't usually have that much things in your backpack when you go to school?"

"Yeah, I'm leaving for a week. I'll be staying to my parents house for now. But they're not really there. I just want to feel at home." i smiled.

"Hey Joshua, what happened?" Seungcheol came out all of a sudden.

"Dude, sit down." Jeonghan said. "It's better to tell us."

I sat down the couch and everyone gathered ready to listen.

"I broke up with Seola this morning."

They didn't react.

"She-she.. I" I can't talk properly or else i might burst. But they are my friends, and they need to know too. I don't want them to get worried. "She's not being honest with me. It's like something is keeping her thoughts inside her head. But i want her to tell everything to me. But something is holding her back. And it made me feel that maybe.." My tears started to fall. ".. maybe she doesn't love me at all. That maybe she agreed to be in a relationship with me out of pity."

"Damn, i feel so gay here" i said to myself.

"So you want some space because of it?" Jun asked.

I just nod hiding my face with my hands. I can't look at them with my crying face. 

"Hyung, you need to be sure about that. It's your problem. Wouldn't it be better to talk about it with Seola?" Jun asked again.

"I- I tried. But we ended up in this situation." i answered him.

"If staying in your place would help you think about it, then we won't bother you." Seungcheol said.

"But before you go, you need to eat first." Mingyu said wearing am apron.

I tried to smile. I have such good friends who treats me like their own brother.