Stranger to my love (Byun Baekhyun x Reader) On Pause

Getting Settled

Sorry for being so slow at updating lol xx 


Every one of them helped me get settled into my room which was the door right next to Baekhyun's room. It made me a little more comfortable as he was the one I knew best at the moment.

Luckily, they were able to retrieve my luggage from the car before it had exploded which would be sent over to the dorm the next day.

For now, I would have to sleep in the clothes I was wearing. It was a strange feeling when I realized my parents weren't coming back and that from now on I would have to take care of myself.

Thinking about all the memories that were still fresh in my mind, I was afraid that one day I would forget them all.

That I wouldn't be able to recall the beautiful face of mom or dad's deep-voiced laughter. It scared me to think that could happen. Could I be happy without them? Was it possible? I should at least give it a try, right?

"How are you liking the room?" Baekhyun awoke me from my train of thoughts. My head snapped over to the place he was standing, right at the door.

"It's perfect, really. I couldn't ask for more. Thank you." I was grateful for the fact that he had taken the time to help me without thinking about the consequences it could have for himself and his members.

"Good, no need to thank me. I'm glad I could be of any help," He sat down on the beside me on the bed, "Oh, by the way, I have an extra shirt you can borrow for the night until you get your stuff tomorrow." His kind gaze pierced my soul for a moment. To think someone famous was this nice was amazing to me.

But then again, I shouldn't judge if I don't know the person. This situation was all a bit weird for me and I was really trying to adjust.

"Thank you Baekhyun." I smiled at him trying to rest my foot on the bed.

"I'll go get it for you. Just a minute." He grinned widely before stepping outside of the room to get the shirt for me.

In the meantime there was a knock on my door. "Come in," I said just loud enough for the person to hear. The door opened and revealed Suho.

He was the leader of their group and a very kind young man and very handsome may I add. "Hi." He said, entering the room carefully. "Hi" I gave him a small smile, following his every step.

He took a seat on the bed, exactly where Baekhyun had been sitting a few minutes ago. "So... how are you feeling?" He asked concerned.

"I'm okay for now. Just a bit tired and sore in my body." I said before continuing, "I'm so grateful to you guys. I don't know where I would have gone if it wasn't for you. It's always better to be around people than to be alone, especially now..."

"No worries, we're just glad we could help. And I am truly sorry for what you're going through, I can't begin to imagine what it must be like." Suho looked at me with sincere worry on his face.

"Thank you anyways. It's okay... I'll be okay someday. But for now, I don't even know how to feel or think anything. I have to take care of my parents funeral and I haven't even begun to properly grieve yet. My heart literally feels like it'll blow out of my chest. Suho, I don't know what to do." I started having a mild panic attack, making it hard to breathe properly.

"Hey... everything will be fine. We will all help you, okay?" He reached out an arm that wrapped around my shoulders.

He began stroking my back softly as I tried to breathe normally. Somehow his comfort made me calm down a bit. I had breathed so violently that black spots had formed in front of my eyes. "Are you okay now?" He asked pulling back to look at me properly.