chapter 6 : nature dream again

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(SONG: green by cavetown )

staying at home , because im an introvert

nothing really happens in my life , i only text lay in the bed and draw

i decided to take a walk outside and stop in a park full of big trees

---AT THE PARK---

i was under a huge tree that covers me from the sunny summer heat as i read a book

nothing really interesting happening

as i turn to my left i see a cat approach

i stared at it abit, it mews at me that made me smile

it then walked away abit

i decided to look up from the light above me , i close my eyes causing me to sleep

----DREAM---

'This is erosion

Grinding up rocks with your molars
A big fish swims past your rod
You can't catch it, it's far too fast

Deep hook marks in rubber lips
I see your eyes in the flowers
I'll pick a bunch for your room
Green and blue to match your pictures'

that music sang in my dream as i stare at a green landscape my body all black and my eyes white


'Mess in the kitchen
I was so disappointed
I guess I got to my head
And I was too young to understand it'

then a bunch of sillhoutte i recognize apeared , i stared at them abit not refusing to look away

and i look again beautiful nature coming out of the green landscape and then animals came it was so beautiful , i want to live here forever..


'I get it now that it's too late
I never stopped feeling guilty
I'm over it, I promise that
I just gotta sing it out of me
You looked so good in green
I hope you're well
And you look so good with him
And I'm proud of you still
Take care of my shirt
Warm and red
I hope you think of me
Still as your friend
I hope you love yourself
Your body and heart
I hope you feel happy
That's all I want'


and then i look at the sillhouettes as they smiled at me , and i smiled at them the tree started to sprout branches wrapping around of me i close my eyes as it covers me inside of it making me feel at peace

-----DREAM ENDED---

i opened my eyes feeling alot of small leaves in my face the sky looks like the sun is setting

i quickly got up grabbed my things and gone to my room

when i entered i see my dog happily jumping to me happy seeing me , i put my stuff ontop of my desk

i collapse on my bed while i was looking up on the ceiling

so pure white

i closed my eyes

i wish i can see that

nature dream again


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