chapter 9: trying to get a regular day

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(song: your reality belongs to doki doki literature club and team salvato 

not mine)

(queen of dominos pizza thank you for helping me get ideas..)

again with the fighting and the drama........

it always happen in a group of friends...

fighting 

drama

making up

laughing 

agreeing on stuff they know 

ect ect ect

this is a dream i wish i never had , the dream that i hate 

i can hear my friends shouting at each other , acusing someone , pointing fingers ,pushing 

i hated , i tried not to get into those dramas but ....looks like they put me in the hole of reality....

i just sit there in the white landscape looking at  my school friends sillhouettes 

1 2 3 4 5 6.....7 ? i think , 

arguing  fighting drama is happening again ,this  sometimes happen .....i hope it stops...... im even scared to stand up because i know what will happen when i stand up 

i stand up

the landscape turn to black immediately  they all looked at me pointing fingers acusing and yelling at me....

it made me feel useless , helpless angry ......

i tried to sit back down i cant 

this arguing acusing drama  will never end !!! ,i know it will end in many ways 

we drama all over small stuff and big stuff i had enough of it...

im loosing my time 

rise up 

rise up 

rise up 

rise up 

fingers down 

fingers down

fingers up fingers down 


eyes.. open 

my friends i see them smiling laughing at each other  , like regular friends no drama happened....

i wanted to join the happiness..

i take a step .




i continue walking in the forest , hearing  the sound of insects and the natures sound , i continue to walk away....it will all be over soon.

-------DREAM ENDS -------

--------PRESENT--------

i wake up ....

dream ends ......i miss them....


-------later----


im in the room where  my parents are my dad is watching basketball

my mom is talking with my grandma while hugging hiram my dog 

my brother playing playing fortnite .........

everything is just perfect ....i hope 

i curled up on the bed 

thinking about many thinks..... 

i feel a finger touch my knee 

"child , are you ok ?" my mom asked me 

i nodded as i excuse myself to go to the bathroom


trying to get a regular day .

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