My life after graduation

Chapter 2: c̶̉̔̕r̴̼̲̓̈́̍͝y̷̝̤̓̃͜i̸̡͎̱̩̱͗n̵̰͙̾̈́́g̵͇̒̈́̇̉̕ͅ ̵͚̠̤̘̊ͅ

couldnt' sleep cant sleep ,feel nothing ,feel spoiled , feel nothing

feel like im going to drown in my thoughts

Cant

S̶̢̛̗͙̰̣͔̲̬͇͎̖̟̽̌̆̂͐͗̒̽̚͠͝ͅl̶̳̪̫̝̣̪̭̤̮͈̅̀̈́̒͂͜͝e̶̛̟̎̒̓͒̄̽͗̓̑͗̍̔͒̂e̷̝͙͎̥̳̹̮̖̹͕̘͋̾̑̓̈͊̉̈́̏͝p̷̨̡̟͍̼͎̮̙͔̀̀͂̇̈́͂̂̎̄͗̾͠͝

it always happens to me when its around 10:00 PM i tried to sleep but i cant . something is stopping me , is it because i was once in a different time line ?? what kind of timeline .. i dont remember something thats cold the city looks old fashion .. alot of pigeon .. and alot of bread i forgot . its starts with a letter 'F' thats all i remember ... im laying on my bed . looking up at the ceiling trying to sleep ..my brother already fell alseep ,how can he do that ? how will i sleep ?

i questioned myself

i decided to get up causing my dog to wake up

he wagged his tail thinking its morning already

i opened the lights and search for something

my music box

i grabbed it and wind the thing that you used to wind to make music,

i forgot the songs name but it doesnt matter, i felt something in my feet

i look down and i see my dog. he is laying on my feet ,

"hiram i need to sleep and you do to " i said to him , like he know what am saying

i feel my heart burn again i feel like going to the bathroom , i feel like crying (...again) i put down the music box and left my room , leaving my confused dog and sleeping brother

-AT THE BATHROOM-

I cried , again and again and again

it wont stop

the demon inside me is t̴̥̭͖͑́̏̅ŗ̴̻̖̻͂̀͂͝ÿ̵̪̝̬̹́̓̄͘ị̵͌͆̚͠n̷̡̠͎͉̩̈́g̶̲͋̔̎ ̷͉̄t̴̛͍̄͑̈́̿o̸͇͋͠ ̵̟̄̈́̏̕̚r̶̨̭͔̥̙̉̄͊u̸̦͕͐̔̋ḯ̵̧͖̭̇̔n̴͈̘̅̎̓̏ͅe̷͍̊͋ḑ̸͖̗͍̳͆ ̷̢͚̳̲̘̈́̒̕͝m̷̞̦̙̲̍̈́ė̸̗̺͛͑̅̈ ̴̧̪̟͓͓̉͐

i tried to stop crying but it wont stop ..

until i feel tired , finally i get up and looked at my gross crying face it the mirror , heh how hideous i wipe my tears away with my hand , and stared at myself it the mirror

sigh

i got to my room , i share a room with my brother

i see my brother sleeping peaceful including my dog , i smiled

i went to my bed with my already cried face i stared at the ceiling

i smiled

"no need for Crying now , its summer it will all go great"

yeah....its great

(btw does that girl remind you of natsuki from doki doki litrature club ??)