Suffer \\One Direction and 5sos//

chapter 9- That Song for You

"I need to take a shower." I said, and Luke groaned.

We had cuddled, kissed, talked, and slept a little bit of each all morning.

"Why?" He groaned and kissed my temple.

"Because I feel gross." I answered, and pulled the covers off of me, leaving Luke wrapped up in them.

I stood up, and luckily the multiple pills I had taken had worked a little bit and I could walk with minor pain. I grabbed clean sweatpants, a T-shirt, panties, and a bra.

"I like that one." Luke said and pointed at the pink cheetah bra I had in my hands. My cheeks instantly turned a nice shade of red and I gasped at him.

"Luke!" I said and walked back over to him and smacked him in the arm.

"Yeah, cos that hurt so bad!" He said sarcastically.

"Shut up, and don't look at any of my bra's!" I laugh and head out of the door. As soon as I step out of my room I see Liam.

He has his arms crossed against his chest and he's staring down at me. He doesn't give me a smile, he just stares at me.

"Hey Liam." I said and slipped by him, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back in front of him.

"How many pills did you take?" He sternly asks me. and continues to stare into my eyes.

"Huh?" I ask, very confused.

"Come here." He said and pulled me into the bathroom.

He picked up the medicine bag and pulled put the bottle of ibuprofen. He unscrewed the lid and showed me the inside.

"Why did you take so many pills?" He said and sat the bottle on the counter, again he crossed his arms.

"I always take that many." I said and put my clothes on the counter.

"You take about a sixth of the bottle?" He said and scrunching up his nose, thinking I'm lying.

"Yeah, trust me, I'm not trying to commit suicide." I laugh a little, and put the lid back on the bottle.

"Simone this isn't funny! You're lucky I just found it and confronted you, and didn't tell anyone else!" He said and threw the bottle back into the bag filled with other pills and medications.

"Why would you need to tell anyone else? I didn't even do anything bad!" I raise my voice at him.

"Do you know what can happen to your stomach if you take too many of these?" He questioned, getting really close to my face.

"No." I smally say, and look down.

"Your stomach will start to fill with blood!" He stopped and took a deep breath to calm himself down. "Simone, we don't want anything to happen to you, and you know that. Next time, only take two. Okay?" He said and looked me in the eyes.

"Okay, but you do know that I would never intentionally hurt myself though, right?" I said and stared back into his eyes.

"Yes we all know that. Just you scared me, don't do it again." He pulled me into a hug, resting his head on mine.

"I'm sorry, I won't." I said into his chest, and he rubbed my back and let go then walked towards the door. But right before he went through he turned around and looked at me again.

"So you and Luke, huh?" He said and my eyes went wide and my breathing stopped. He just laughed and walked out of the door.

I took a deep breath and turned on the water.