Suffer \\One Direction and 5sos//

chapter 15- Fuck

*Graphic scenes will appear in this chapter. If you are not comfortable with this, I purpose you shouldn't read it. Last warning.*

The car ride back from the place was filled with meaningless chatter, and not only were me and Luke separated, I was stuck in a car with Ashton. Luckily, he was in the back and I was riding shotgun. I stayed quiet the whole ride until Harry from the drivers spoke to me.

"So, you were never going to tell us about you and Luke, or?" Harry questioned while staring into the dead looking highway out in front of us.

"Well I mean, we never suspected to tell you that way." I say and he nods, I don't want to make Ashton feel uncomfortable, but I feel uncomfortable myself talking about this.

"That was a fantastic way to tell it to the public too." Harry glares at Ashton and Michael in the back seat.

"We planned it last minute, actually." Michael laughed though nothing was funny. I could feel the tension in the air between Ashton sitting directly behind me, I couldn't wait for this car ride to be over.

"Did Luke know about it too?" Harry asked Michael.

"Yeah, he said you guys might be pissed about it though, are you?" Michael asked and leaned forward, closer to Harry."Because you can't stay pissed at us for long. " Michael said and scheesed hard at him.

"I think Niall was, his face only turns that shade of red when he wants to rip the head off of someone or is too embarresed to function." Harry says and pulls into the hotel's parking lot.

"Is Louis still mad at me?" I ask and Harry scrunches up his face and looks at me.

"Louis was mad at you?" He asks with a confused face, he pulls into a parking space and parks the range rover.

"Wasn't he? After I said that stuff to him this afternoon." I ask and unbuckle my seatbelt.

Before I could open my door, it was opened from the other side and there stood a sad Ashton. He offered me his hand, I took and he helped me out of the car. His hand felt warm, like he had been rubbing them together the whole car ride. He looked into my eyes and I returned the glance. I stepped onto the ground and left his wonderful looking eyes where they were.

They were almost as pretty as Luke's.

Almost...

....

I stepped into the shower and the warm water hit my back, I leaned my head back to get all of my hair wet. I hum the tune of 'Alive' which happens to be my favorite song by them. I stand there letting the water calm me down, today has been stressful. Almost unreal.

I close my eyes and let the steam from the hot water rise up, I breath it in and it fills my lungs. Making this cloud fill my chest. I huff it out and open my eyes, I rub them to get the water out of them.

"You're supposed to be with me, young lady." I hear a faint voice and I pull away the shower curtain just so my head peaks out. I see Luke standing in front of a closed door, with a smirk.

He was only his boxer briefs, and I couldn't help but notice the penis I had touched so perfectly before. I took in a sharp breath and looked back up at his face. He licked his lips in the slyest way, it turned me on so much.

"Well you see, I needed a few minutes to fucking find my life again." I pulled the curtain back to place, so I could not see the beautiful Luke Hemmimgs and his annoying boxers. I heard him chuckle and move closer to the shower. He didn't open the curtain and step in, he stood a few feet from the shower and I heard shuffling.

I could only assume that he was undressing, not that there was much to undress off of him.

I wait impatiently for him to enter, but he never does and I get curious as to why he would come into the bathroom, undress, and stand there. He was playing with me, that's a given fact.