Waiting For Jake

Romantic Stylez

Amy's POV:

I lay in bed, with Teddy's arm around my waist, drawing me close to him. He had fallen asleep almost as soon as his head hit the pillow, but for me, sleep didn't come easily. I couldn't stop thinking about Jake. Was he going to be successful? Was he going to come back to the Nine-Nine? Why did he confess to me? Was he going to live on the mission?

"I kinda wish something could happen between us... Romantic Stylez."
Those were the words that were stuck in my head. Those were last words Jake said to me before going undercover with the FBI.

I know Teddy was more than happy when I told him that Jake had been 'fired' after he asked what had gotten me down. The truth for that was because I wanted what Jake wanted. I wanted "Romantic Stylez", and had done for a while. The only reason Teddy was happy was because he had began to catch up with my feelings between Jake, which I tried to push aside because of Teddy, my boyfriend, that I wished was Jake.

Is that bad to think that?

Is it bad to think of having another boyfriend while in a happy relationship?

Unluckily, I couldn't check, as I don't have any sisters, and my friends aren't that helpful either. Rosa would never confess, and Gina would brag about something that wasn't important. Also, nobody knows about my feelings toward Jake. Not Charles, not Sergeant Jeffords, not Captain Holt, not even Jake. Nobody was to find out.

If anybody was to find out, it'd probably give Charles a heart attack, as he has been rooting for us. And I'd probably be questioned for my reasons for liking him, especially by Gina.

She'd question why I could like anyone that is so immature. Which, indeed, she did have a point. Jake's not one person you could say is grown up. But that's exactly why I like him.

He's cute, funny, childish, and is mostly an amazing human-slash-detective, which is a reference to our Precinct's Halloween heists every year.

I fell asleep quickly as my mind was filled with Jake. Which was in the end run, a good thing.

This was going to be a hard few months without Jake in the Precinct. And for the most part, it was going to be pretty empty too.