Recap
"I told you if you cry i'm tickling you" I just thought. 'shit.' I tried to get out of his grasp but he was too strong for my so he started tickling and tickling. "Robert! Robert! Robert look!" I pointed to my face smiling no tears. "No tears here!" He got up and picked me up bridal style and laid me down right as the first start came out I laid on his chest for about 10 minutes untill I decided I was time to ask about The elephant in the room. "Robert?" He smiled at me and back up to the stars. "Yes soon to be Mrs.Downey?" I grined so brightly. "I think tonights the night." He looked at me and I winked. He smiled. "Do you know?" I felt weird at first but it's worth it. "I do but I need my teacher to show me the basics." I pouted to him. He started to get up "I'll be your teacher" I giggled. "I hope you're good at this Mr.Downey." I said sitting up. He pushed me back to the ground. "I'm very good at this soon to be Mrs.Downey." He was now straddling me He kissed me and I immediatley new I would be spending the rest of my life with this man. And he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. And he made up his mind with out even sleeping with me first. He was kissing me and he pulled away. "Emma, I know you're serious about this." I looked at him eagirly to get it over with. "Are you absolutely posative that you want to do this tonight? We don't have to." I pouted slightly. "Why do you not want to?" His eyes popped out. "Ofcourse I want to!!! I just don't want you to feel pressured. I care about you... I've never cared this much about one person before..." His face tured as red as a tomato. I giggled. "Robert you don't need to be emarassed to tell me you fellings." we smiled. "Soon you'll be calling me your 'Wifey' and you think how silly it was to think I was pressured." I just looked at me so deeply, He was looking at my eyes but I could tell he was looking at something much deeper. "I love you so damn much." I giggled. "I know you do." I succeded in not laughing until he said. "What the hell love me back!!" I burst out laughing wich led to him laughing. "O-okay. okay." I said giggling. "I love you! I love you so much I'm ganna go corny." I looked at me confused until I said. "I LUVERRRSSS you!" Then we both bursted out into hystarical laughter. Then while our laughing was dying out I just cupped his face in my hand and started kissing him. W started to undress but never broke the kiss. by the time we were undressed he was ready. "Are you ready?" He asked worried. "I'm ready." He pushed causing me to moan in pain. It took him 2 or 3 trys but he was succecful. "Are you okay?" He whispered into my ear. "I'm fine." I said back. "But aren't you in pain?" He said in the saddest voice. "Like I said." I pulled him up eye to eye and smiled. "Painful but worth it." He smiled. The rest went smoothly I'm not going to go into detail because I feel weird about that but. I was engaged! And not a virgin!
We were lying there afterwards. I looked at the beautiful blue diomond that lay upn my fing finger in awe. "Robbie?" "Yes my love?" I looked at him. "What in you right mind made you want me? What made me diffrent than the other girls?" He smiled. "Emma.." He took a breath. "I haven't ever loved anyone before." I smiled knowing I was his first love. "So I was freaked out when I began to feel the way I did around you." I looked confused. "How so?" he took me by the hand. "You walked in the room I could hear my heart beat loudly. It sped up. And when you left room or went home I literally felt a sincere pain in my chest." I smiled as he cleanched his fists around my hand and tapped it on his heart. "Not having ever fallen in love I went to the doctor." I giggled and he gave me a smirk."I really thought I was sick! So when the doctor asked me if I had any stress stumble upon my path lately I said no. 'Any new things' I said I had gotten a new assistant at work. He put his little heart thingy whatever its called on my heart. 'tell me about her' he said. 'well' I had to think 'She's just fantastic.' I told him how you got me off cigarettes, and went on 'Doc. She's just a pleasant to be around. She takes control. She lets nobody push her around. That's probably what I like most about her...' As I rambled on as I noticed the punding again! 'Doc there it is again!' He smiled as if he had just made a remarkable recovory. 'Robert I beleive I know what you problem is.' He smirked and went on to say 'You're in love!!' I didn't think that was the case so the doctor explained how it felt to be in love. And I realized that you were the only one." I was just in awe by what he said and a grin sweapt across my face. I looked up at him from laying on his shoulder and smiled. "The only one that what?" He smiled. "The only one I couldn't live without." I just smiled and smiled and smiled. I wrapped my arms tight around him. "I love you so so soso so sososo so much. No matter what." He smiled the got a curious look on his face. "What about you?" He asked. I was confused. "What about me?" "How did you know I was the one?" "Well for starters I didn't hit you when you started hitting on me... infact I hitt on you back!" we both giggled. "But I would have to say that when I was aways from you my minds path immediatley went to you.." He looked surprised. "You think about me when I'm not with you?" "Constantly." I answered immediatley. "And I also noticed I cared what you thought of me. I tried my best to look pretty before work in the morning got night cloths to wear-""- when did all this start?" He asked curiously. "hm... I don't know... I guess when you said to call you Robert not mr.Downey and just insisted on being aqquatinces instead of a client.." He smiled." Has that never happend to you before?" I shook my head. "No.." His eye's met mine. "I'm so glad your boss wasn't there that day." I smiled. "I am too." I said with the biggest grin.
