The Tutor - a Matthew Espinosa Fanfic

Chapter 4

Matt's pov:

I wondered why she dose all of this for me, why did she offer to help me? but the only thing I know is now matter how hard I try I will never pass that test.
I will have to re-do this year.

When we arrived at Erica's house she put on a DVD but I just couldn't concentrate and I could tell she knew something's up. the urge to cut became even more stronger. "Umm.. I'll.. I'll be right back I need to use the bathroom" I said and left.

And That's when I did something I knew I would regret, i reached down my pocket and took the silver metal out. I tried to stop, I really did,but I just couldn't, I started drawing lines on my wrist with it and with every cut I made I started regretting it even more.

"Shit" I say as I see the door handle move "i forgot to lock the door shit" and then she walked in. I could never forget her reaction. her green eyes turned red as tears started falling down her cheek. I couldn't hear anything it's like the whole world just stopped. she reached for the towel and cleaned my hand up. "I'm sorry" I manage to say through the tears.

She helped me up and took me to her room. "go to sleep Matt it will be okay" she said and kissed my forehead. and then she left. I could hear her doing something downstairs, but I wasn't sure what.

I stared at the white ceiling for around 20 minutes thinking about what just happened. she's gonna hate me I know it, I think to myself. I got flashbacks of what happened. her reaction, the white towel which turned red. and then I fell Asleep slowly then all at once.

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So I wasn't gonna do matts pov but I though this was a good idea so yeah

Hope u guys like it :)