Ms. Nerd (JJK Fanfic)

Chapter 21

"Because, I love you! Yes I fucking love you Choi Mishi!" Jimin shouted with anger

I get startled from what he said. I don't know what to say, my mind can't process properly as soon the words enter my mind

My heart beat raced from all the happenings

This can't be

Jimin walk towards me and hold my jaw. I move quickly and turn my head over

"Shut it" I whisper under my breath and he heard it

"Just because you love me, you ignore me?!" I shouted and I didn't notice that I'm already crying. My heart really hurts so bad

"Because it hurts! I always see you with sir Jeon and it hurts the shit out of me" he said whinning like a child

"What can I do? That's my job. And he's my friend!" I said. Now my job is part of it

"That's it! Because it's not me to be beside you and make you laugh or smile. It' always sir Jeon do that to you" he said

"Let's stop this. Then go on! Drink whenever you want because I don't care anymore! Go back to jail!" I shouted with all my anger with it and I get out of that apartment

*****

At Mishi's Apartment

I am now, sitting on my couch, recalling all the scenes earlier. I don't have money to drink soju and it sucks

I know that Jimin is jealous since me and sir Jeon are always together. But if that's the case, why didn't he tell me? Why does it need to come at this point

I feel like, betrayed again. I don't like situation like this. I don't like loosing a friend

After he ignores my good actions at the office, he still have the energy to kiss me? Oh screw it

I really want a drink right now but, I really don't have any money. I grab my phone and texted Moyeon

Mishi: Moyeon, are you free tonight?

After minutes of waiting, she finally replied

Moyeon: Sorry, I have work tonight

Oh fuck it. Well, I don't have any friends and my last choice is sir Jeon. I don't want to do it but I'm shy. Welp, no choice anymore

Moyeon: Sir, can you have a drink with me?

After sending that, I kinda regretted it but in the same time I feel excited

Sir Jeon: Sure. No problem.
Sir Jeon: Drinks are on me. I'll pick you up

I really feel excited and happy when sir Jeon join me and thankfully, he will be the one paying it

Jungkook's P.O.V

Me and Mishi are drinking beer for 3 hours now and Mishi is already drunk but still quiet

I wonder what happened to her

I didn't stop Mishi from drinking because I can feel that she's having a hard time and, she deserve to drink

I think the reason that she invited me because he don't have money for sure

"So, how's Park Jimin?" I ask her out of my curiousity

She finish the bottle sipping up the last drop before she answers me "Park Jimin?" she said and she tsk a smile with a small laugh

"Oh, hahahaha that little shit you mean?" she asked me

Why does she suddenly curse right now?

"Do you know how fucking ignorant that man is?" then she drink another sip "I was being nice to him all the time and he was ignoring me" she said then sipping a drink

Then a tear started to fall from her eyes

"Do you remember the time I said that, I chose to be a nerd so that no one will be friends with me?" she ask me looking to my eyes and I nodded like a child

"I think this appearance of me is not yet enough" she said

"He was ignoring me because he loves me hahahahaha fuck it" another sip

"Then he was about to kiss me but I refuse. Why would I kiss an asshole" another sip

"Do you know sir Jeon, that he was jealous to you? Because you were always with me and you make me happy" another sip as she continue to cry

"Ditch that motherfucker"

Ok so now I understand it

She finish the beer and after that, she's dead drunk. She layed her head to the counter and I just stare at her

I stare at her admiring her beauty. I hope I can do something but, I know where my limits is. I'm shy, I'm shy to admit, that in the whole time with her, I fallen in her.

She have a pure heart that doesn't deserve to be break. I wanted to pick up the pieces and make it complete again

But I can't. Because I have a weak heart