{E/G/D} falling for fuckboy

Ch8

Ethan pov
Me and y/n got into my car
I said,"hey so you ready for the beach."
She said,"am i ready do i look ready?"
I said,"well you look hot so....
i saw her chuckle and blush while i smiled at her.

Your pov
He smiled at me omg im like ahhhhhhh. I turn onto the radio as touchin lovin comes on by niki and treyz
Ethan said,"what is this?"
I said,"sorry." I turn it down as he laughed
Ethan said,"no turn it up!!" I smiled as i did  him sang,"I'm touchin' you tonight, I'm lovin' you tonight

We finally made it to the beach.
I jumped out of the car like im a 5 year old as i put my hands over my head.
He said,"its a beautiful view."
I said,"so let do this thang."
He said,"i want to get to know you better." As he said that i pushed up my glasses and looked down.
I said,"well im 18 years old i live on my own sense i was 17 years old."
He said,"how did you get money?"
I said,"i sold my body but i never had sex."
He said,"so do you like it in New Jersey?"
I said,"i mean i miss my old home but its good to actually get to be around people that dont treat you like shit."
He said,"you wanna know why i act so stupid in school and a fuck boi?"
I said,"that has alway crossed my mind."
He said,"way back when i was really irrelevant i dated a popular girl who cheated on me. I became so depressed and use girls and never thought about anything else."
I said,"well you can still change ill help please Ethan Grant Dolan i want to help ill do anything."
He said,"no one can change me."
I said,"hey lets get settle for a while."
We find a good spot to put our towel and bags at. I layed down in my bathing suit as i felt ethan hand on my waist while my feet were off the ground i looked at where he was taling me and it was to the water.
He threw me in. No one was around just us two crazy teenager who dont know where life will take them.
He looked at me and kissed me on the lips i 1000% kissed back his lips on mine it felt like everything stopped my worries my time it frozed just that fast. We pulled away
He said,"what are you doing to me y/n?"
I said,"what are you doing to me ethan?"
He looked at me and said,"i dont know."
I then heard cars coming our way. We see all these kids from our school. It feels so weird because we never talked or anything. But then everyone saw us and asked if we wanted to hang so why not. It was around 8 and everyone danced as i saw ethan dancing on another girl and kissing her my heart shattered. I called grayson to pick me up. When he picked me up i left lose in his own car i cried about having thses feelings for ethan that i cant get over.
Grayson said,"you don't deserve him."
I said,"thank you gray."
He said,"so i really like katie."
I said,"hmmmm really that good."
He smiled as he dropped me off at ethan house. We waved bye and said goodnight. He drove off to get ethan

Ethan pov
I was at the so called party dancing i was looking for y/n but there was this girl that came over to me and dance with me. I then see y/n getting into my brother car i didnt care. I then see my brother car ge was beeping the horn and waving over to me. I was leading the girl with me her name was callie. We both got into his car as he scoffed at my actions. We then make it home. We all go inside where i see y/n sitting on the cough as i took the girl upstairs to my bedroom.

Next day later ethan pov
I woke up to see a girl with blonde hair in my bes till I realized that i fucked up. I had a huge headache. I shook the girl and told her to wake up and to go home. While we walk down stairs no one was there so i lissed her and said call me. I
She then left as i turn to see y/n
I said,"hey litsen im-"
She cut me off saying,"i dont want to hear it."
She then goes over to the couch where grayson and katie was sitting. I sat down besides y/n she got up and moved to the other couch across the room. She left me speechless i was gonna go over but then grayson said,"you fucked up bro."
I nodded
Katie texted me
Katie-what were you thinking e she had feelings for you
I looked at y/n she had puffy eye with dry stains on her cheeks from crying. I went over and sat beside her
She said," i dont wanna be one of those girl that you just leave aside while you fuck other girls." I looked at her and hugged her
I said,"your not one of those girls i didnt mean to do that im sorry." I looked at her and kissed her forehead and said sorry repeatedly.