In debt to Hook

Ghost Ship

"Mummy!" A young boy runs towards me "yes baby" I say, crouching down to hug him, his warm, soft skin brushing my cheek, I chuckle at him, the little boy I've made and raised for four years "follow me!" He pulls me out to the field when he's collected a beautiful bunch of flowers "for you" he beams "I love you mummy"...

I awsken suddenly from my slumber with tears threatening my eyes "only a dream" sighing, I raise my hands to wipe my eyes and stretch out, its dawn and I'm alone in the cabin, he never came to bed last night, I feel empty and lost without him, after that dream my heart feels as if it is being squeezed tightly, suffering in the thought of the boy who could have been.

My stomach growls so I decide that its time I leave the cabin in search of food, then I see it, we're docked somewhere, exiting the cabin I look for any signs of life but see no one, all the sleeping quarters are empty, I'm alone.

A gentle morning gust dances in my hair, the smell of fresh bread from a nearby bakery awakens my senses, causing my stomach to growl harder, I feel the dizziness from lack of hunger, sigh and head to the cooks storage.

Even in here is empty, we have food and water and the cook isn't here, I see a fresh bread roll sticking up from a crate, reach out and take it. I eat like a wild animal, wasn't until now that I knew just how hungry I was, the roll is gone in seconds and though I'm not fully satisfied, it will tide me over.

Once back on deck, I sit on the floor watching the gangway for any movement, hopeful that they won't take long, I'd happily speak to Fin if it meant me not being alone much longer but alas, no one.

Placing my chin on my knee to rest I begin to ponder these past weeks, the excitement, the danger, the heat break.
I sigh when I think of him, his handsome face, his warm breath on my neck as he teastess me, threatening to send me wild, the softness of his lips when he finally kisses my neck, the taste of his tongue on my mine, and the noises he brought out of me.

I shudder biting my lip, regretting the thoughts I'm thinking, wanting him now, to take away my pain, wanting him under me as I take control and show the captain who's really boss, but remembering what I'd said the night before, knowing that I have to leave.

My heart pounds when I hear boots on the gangway, heading towards me, the realise that I'm all hot a flustered and hoping that whoever it is, doesn't notice.

The steps stop once they reach the deck, I hear a sigh then they beging to move again towards the cabin, raising my head I see him, the man I'd just been thinking of, he walks with purpose to the cabin, opening the door he enters.

Seconds later, the door opens again and is slammed behind him "I have some things to say to you!"
His voice is loud, booming, the way je speaks to his crew, demanding my attention, I look at his face, his eyes are dark and full of anger, he moves towards me, instinctively I stand however, he still towers above me.

"I know it's my fault you are here, but I never gave up your position to black beard" he barks "YOU did!" Theres emphasis on the "You" I lower my head avoiding his eyes "Look at me!" He demands, I do, his eyes are now locked on mine, he's just inches from my face, I can't help but look at those handsome features, he's still shouting but its all mumbling to me, his soft pink lips, so kissable, his dark eyes glaring in to mine, my heart races as it did the day I met him from fear, only this time, its not fear, it's want, it's a need, a need for him.

He looks angry, but I see the sadness still in his eyes, I don't know what posesses me but I lunge towards him, taking his lips with my own, using his coat to hold him near me, the rigidness of his body drops as he takes my head in his right hand.

Kissing me, hard, rapid. He shoves me to the side of the ship, I hear the groaning of wood when he slams his hook into it to push against me and keep me in place, his fingers run through my hair, I feel the tugging.
He's still mad, thats obvious but he wants this, just as badly as I do.