In debt to Hook

Secrets and lies

"Oh" he looks at me puzzled, though you can never tell with Smee, he always looks confused "that is a tough one" he stands moving towards me "how long have you known?" I look into his eyes letting a small sob escape my lips "a few weeks, it's one of the reasons I decided to leave, father doesn't know if he did, I'd be shunned, abandoned and unwanted" Smee leans in close offering a hanky from his pocket, I take it and wipe my eyes "thank you" I offer a weak smile "of course" Says Smee as he moves to the door "you will have to notify the captain, he needs to know the condition of his crew dear, and you are part of this crew now" he smiles as he leaves the quarters, leaving me to ponder his words.

After sitting for a while, I finally emerge onto the deck. Hook is at the helm, we have set sail again to the nearest port, as he said. Once spotting me he gives control of the ship to Fin who glares in my direction "there you are love" he grins playful, someone said you were in Smee's quarters, am I in competition with my first mate?" He chuckles playful before allowing his face to drop into a more serious expression "what is it love?" He asks sincere and it's then that I decide it's time "Captain? Can we talk?" I look into his soft blue eyes before leading him to our joined cabin.

In the Cabin I sit at his desk and pour him some rum, deciding on water for myself "well?" He says as he swigs his rum "what is it?" I bite my bottom lip as I think of what Smee told me before, he's right, Killian needs to know and it's now or soon it will be too late, he'll know anyway.

"Hook I.." he raises his hand "Killian love, you know my name" I smile soft "Killian then, I have to tell you something and, it can't wait anymore"
Killians grin vanishes "anything you have to tell me love, do it now, I won't judge" I gulp "I lied" he looks puzzled now, knitting his brows together "about?" I stand beginning to pace "I'm no virgin Hook" he begins to smile again "oh? Is that all? Love, Nor am I!" He's laughing now as he begins to stand I push him back to seating position.

"Killian, I'm pregnant" my eyes well up as I look at the floor in shame.
I feel him stand, the floor boreds creek as he moves closer, I hear him gulp and feel his breath so close to me "a baby? On a pirate ship?" He laughs nervously "who'd have thought.." he stops then "Maya" he takes my hand "who's the father?" I look in his eyes and bite my lips again "we met in a tavern, about 2 months ago, he convinced me that I could trust him, then" I sigh "he told me I was a whore and that he never wanted to see me again" I look up again "he got what he wanted, made a fool of me and now?" I step back showing anger on my face "I'm carrying his Bastard child and living on a pirate ship!" Hook takes my arm pulling me to him, he pulls me into a warm embrace "I don't know who this man is love, but I assure you he's missing out" he leans close to my face and plants a soft kiss on my lip's "I'm here" he says "and I will help you love" he smiles "it's going to be okay" I kiss him then and lay against his chest, I knew then, Hook was nothing but an act, this man, Killian jones, is my saviour.