I'm not okay, with the distance that's been growing no I'm not okay, I love you never show it and I'm not afraid.
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"You signed the contract!?" I yelled at Michael who looked down in shame, I paced back and forth playing with my fingers, "You didn't even tell me you were getting assigned a girlfriend for PR. You're supposed to tell me this shit!"
"I had no choice Luke! You think I want to not be with you? You think I want to be with her!?" He yelled back and I turned to him with my arms crossed, I was growing furious by the second, I massaged my temple hoping this would all just be a dream.
"You're going to have to hold her hand, you're going to have to hug her, you're going to have to kiss her Michael!? Kiss her!!!" I screamed and he sat down on the bed in frustration, "You're supposed to be mine, I don't want to share you!!"
"I don't want this! I don't want to kiss some stupid girl! I want to fucking kiss you" He growled and I sat down on the bed next to him looking down at the floor processing everything that's happened today.
"Then back out" I told Michael, it came out as a mere whisper but he heard, he cupped my face and made me look at him, he had tears in his eyes and I felt guilty for yelling at him earlier.
"I-I can't" He whispered back and a few tears fell out, I felt myself crying as well, "I love you Luke, I don't want this"
"God Michael I love you too, I know that I'm going to get jealous so much these next few years but I love you, always will and I hope you remember that" I told him and he nodded wiping my tears away with his thumb.
"Forever Luke"
"Promise?"
"I promise"
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"It's freezing" I muttered through shivers as we walked back home from eating at a traditional French restaurant that we didn't know the name of, we decided it would be interesting to try snails but even though it wasn't as bad as it sounded we definitely wouldn't get it again.
"I saw you brought a lot of hoodies here, you can put it on when we're home, we're almost there" Calum told me and I nodded, my arms crossed trying to keep myself warm.
"Hey, isn't that the man from disney land?" Ashton asked looking through the store doors of a music vinyl store, I looked to see the familiar mousey brown hair poking out of a black beanie, he was sorting through vinyls and slotting a few in their spot, He had earplugs in and was dancing slightly.
"We should probably get home" Michael said quickly but Calum was already walking through the door, we all slowly followed through the cold air being replaced by heat, he slowly turned around when seeing us and grinned in excitement and took his earplugs out.
"Oh hey!" He greeted trying to hide his excitement, "You guys need any vinyls or somethin?"
"Just here to say hello" I told him smiling to myself as he started fidgeting with his hands, I saw Michael moved closer to me, the same jealous look from disney land on his face again, a stab of anger went through me but I tried to shake it off deciding it wasn't worth it, "You never told us your name"
"Oh shit- Brodie! My names brodie" he told us nervously scratching the back of his neck, "I went to your concert a couple years ago in Manchester"
"You're from Manchester?" Calum asked curiously.
"Yes I am! Born and raised there, moved to Paris to peruse my painting career, hasn't gone too well though. Uh- shelving vinyls" He mumbled in embarrassment taking his eyes off of us and onto the wooden floors.
"I used to work in KFC, but look where I am now!" Ashton grinned at Brodie, "Fuck that sounded really cocky, what I mean is we all start somewhere"
"You didn't sound cocky at all" Brodie reassured him then turned to Michael who was uncomfortably close to me, his shoulder was pressed against mine but was staring at the floor with his arms crossed, "Michael, you alright? You're awfully quiet"
"I'm good" He said in a sharp tone, I gave him a glare and he regained his posture taking his shoulder off of mine, Brodie looked hurt but smiled once again when hearing a microwave beep.
"That's my hot chocolate! Do you want me to make you all one?" he asked and we all nodded, "I'll just be 5 minutes, sit down on the couch and make yourselves comfortable"
We sat down onto the red couch, I noticed that Michael sat next to me making sure I couldn't sit on the edge next to the other chair where I presume Brodie would be sitting. There was some muttering between Calum and Ashton but besides that it was completely silent, I looked over at Michael who was playing with his fingers in anticipation.
"Here ya go!" Brodie told us excitedly placing the 5 hot chocolates onto the table, they had mash mellows in them making me smile, "Be careful they're hot, wouldn't want to burn you"
He winked at me making me sink into my seat, I heard Michael's breath shorten in anger I chuckled slightly so it wouldn't be awkward and took a small sip from the hot chocolate.
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"That was nice" Ashton said as we walked out of the shop, it was late, too late, we were still a couple of blocks away from the hotel which admittedly made me want to throw myself off a cliff, I just wanted to get into my cosy bed and sleep, it's been such a long day.
"I have Brodie my number so he can come to our hotel at some point these holidays" Calum told us and I nodded slowly, the tiredness taking over me, too sleepy to give a shit about what was happening around me.
"You did what!?" Michael asked in shock stopping in his tracks and looking at Calum, "You gave a stranger your number?"
"Brodie is hardly a stranger, he made us hot chocolate. It's the least I could do" Calum grumbled and continued walking, Michael ran up to us catching up, I could tell he was more than a little pissed off, bet he hoped we would see Brodie once then never again.
"I dont trust him" Michael told him and I heard calum sigh, "What!? I'm allowed to not trust someone"
"You are if they've given you a reason not to" Calum sighed again and I put my hands over my ears glad to see we weren't far from the hotel, I've had enough of the bickering between the two and were glad they weren't sharing a room or it wouldn't stop.
"We're here" Ashton muttered and I sighed in relief walking into the warmth and going ahead of everybody into the elevator, they all walked on just before the door closed and I clicked the floor we were staying on. My heart was beating fast as the claustrophobia got to me, it was silent and I felt like screaming, thankfully the doors opened and I got off quickly.
We walked into our hotel rooms saying a quick goodnight before turning the lights off and going into our beds, the tiredness taking over us, eyes closing extremely fast.
I hope you enjoyed! Sorry it took a while! I have school now and I got sick :P forgive meeeee.
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