Alerrie: Nobody Like You

19

Jade

"Perrie, Perrie, don't do this!" I say as we stride alongside the gurney as they rush her in. As soon as she passed out we immediately drove her to the hospital, worried of her well being as well as the baby's. We knew it was very risky to have let Leigh Anne drive especially since she was panicking but we didn't really have a choice. Good thing they've had a plan already for the hospital so we only had to call them that we're coming and all the staff that needed to be involved to keep this lowkey was there. I must say, Alex was really keen on the security. 

"This is as far as you go, ma'am." The nurse tells as they continue to push the gurney in further the doors. We come to a halt and I stare at her as they rush her in, her small face exhibiting tremendous weakness. "Oh my gosh, Perrie." I mutter as I rest my hand against the glass window on the door. "Jade, she'll be fine." Jesy says, taking my hand and I try to hold off my tears, but I just couldn't. 

I was not about to lose to my best friend. I can't lose her. We can't lose her. We've been through so much together, we've come this far. I can't honestly see what my life would look like without her. She was always there for all of us whenever we needed someone and she had always managed to brighten up everything. She is just such a kind and caring and loving person, how can this be possibly be happening to her. Little Mix will not be Little Mix without her. We need her, I need her. 

"She's going into labor. Did you call Alex?" I turn to Leigh who has gone frantic on the phone. It was Perrie's phone. "He's on the pitch." She tells me and I furrow my eyebrows. "What?" I ask. "He's playing, Jade." Jesy tells me and right then I remembered that he had a match today. He doesn't have access to his phone especially if he's on the pitch right now. 

"Can't you call someone else that could get him?" I basically order Leigh and she nods her head, pointing to the phone connected on her ear. "I'm on the phone with Anfield management. Thank God Perrie has a number on her contacts." Leigh says. I nod my head and just tried to keep my shit together. I look at Leigh as she bolts up, practically yelling at the person on the other line. "Come on. Come on." I tap my foot on the floor as we wait. "He's getting taken off." Leigh Anne breathes out as she places the phone on the counter beside her. 

"Thank God." I breathed out and leaned on the chair. "I've also sent Debbie and Wendie a message since they weren't answering their phone." She adds as she sits beside me. "It's going to be alright, Jade." Jesy says, her voice cracking. "Our Pezza is strong, she's going to defy odds." Leigh says, taking my hand. "She'll get through this." I say as I lean my head on Jesy's shoulder while Leigh Anne does the same on mine. The three of us were a crying mess as we wait outside that operating room, a bunch of security surrounding us. 

I just stared at the wall in front of me as subtle tears make its way down my face. We held hands and I was sure we were all praying that both her and the baby are going to get through this. I bite my lip as I'm reminded of some moments with Perrie. She was always the one who made sure we were all happy and that we weren't alone. She always made us feel good whenever we were down. She holds this magic in her that does wonders for everyone.

I walk around the sea of people as I try to get away from the crowd. My heart was pounding and I was literally pooing myself out of nervousness. I make my way to the hall where there weren't much people, much to my relief. I was really happy to have made it this far in the competition, but I must say all these talents are really intimidating. 

I've been on X-factor a few times now and I'm just thrilled I got further this time. This was a dream come true. It was a bit hard through, being here with nobody really close to me. Though I had made a few friends it was still a bit lonely. I continue to stroll along the hall when I spot this girl leaning by the wall. She was small and petite, but I was smaller. She had blonde hair and blue eyes and she had this hippie outfit on with acute flower crown.