Mafia's Rose

~Chapter 1~

" We have heard your promise to share your lives in marriage" this words of marriage registrar were enough, to drift me from the real world and give a second thought to my decision. There were hundreds of questions swinging in my head.

Was I doing a right thing?What will my parents think of me? I surely don't want people to think lowlyabout my parents
Because of my actions, I'm very well aware of the insults and criticism  from Rajput community which is waiting on my path. It's not like I care about their views but at the same time I don't want my loved ones to get hurt. Will my family disown me? All this thoughts were making me go crazy.

"Ahh Kuvira stop thinking so much they are your parents, you are their own blood and flesh they will back you up no matter what" my sensible part of brain stated. I felt like I was fighting a battel against myself.

"God I'm so confused, Arrrrrghhhhhh get a grip girl...GET A DAMN GRIP of your life and continue with the plan you need to clear this mess and come out clean" I said to myself ( this days I talk alot to myself I seriously think I'm going crazy) I thought to myself.

Suddenly  I felt someone nudging my arm and breaking the trance of my messed-up thoughts to bring me back to present situation with me standing in marriage registrar's office.

" What's wrong with you babes? You look stressed out and you have spaced out throughout the ceremony" my bestfriend Anju( short for Gitanjali) questioned me.

"Oh is it" was my only response to her to which she rolled her eyes. My brain was still working out all the possible scenarios of what would happen if our parents even get a light sniff of our actions.

My thoughts were again interrupted, but this time by the marriage registrar.
"Miss. Kuvira Suryavanshi do you accept to be a witness to confirm marriage of Mr. Kunwar Raaj and Mr.Chanakiya Rathore?" The registrar asked me

Now I had everyone's undivided attention they were looking at me as I was some prey and here my brain was running hundred miles per minute with my heart beating at abnormally fast rate with beads of sweat on my forehead. I felt like I'll have panic attack. I've never felt such a nervousness in my entire life.

"Why am I so  nervous it's not even my wedding calm down Kuvira" I thought to myself.

I took a deep breaths in attempt to calm myself and gain some extra " valuable seconds" to cool down the inner turmoil I was facing. My thoughts and feelings were all tangled up and I had very few seconds to sort them out.

Finally calming down my racing heart down I opened my eyes and met with Kunwars beautiful yet sad hazel eyes which were silently asking me to accept his marriage.

As usual me being an emotional and big time softie listened to my tender heart and gave my confirmation by a nodding towards the official.

" That means Miss Kuvira Suryavanshi you need to read out this declaration and sign underneath them" said the registrar and handed me the declaration document which stated.

" I Miss Kuvira Suryavanshi friend of Mr.Kunwar Raaj agree to be the witness of the marriage between Kunwar Raaj and Chanakya Rathore and the above content provided by the marrying couple is true and correct to my best knowledge and belief and nothing has been concealed therein."

And with that I signed the witnessed declaration of my now  ex fiance   Kunwar Raaj.