Dangerously Corrupted

14

Ellie P.O.V.

After a few minutes I heard talking and footsteps near. ''Help'' I yell I didn't know where Mason was or anyone I was alone. Soon I see Minho come around the cover seeing me his eyes widen and rush to my side ''Minho'' I whisper as my eyes started to close a wave of relief washed over me but my body still ached with pain.

I had a huge headache it was like someone was repeatedly stabbing me in the head with a knife. ''What happened to you?'' Minho asked as the others showed up with concern all over their faces ''griever'' I said. ''Ellie are you okay?' Frypan asked Zart just stared he was shocked and worried I guess I would be to if I knew my friend was just attacked by a griever when we were in the maze. Winston was at my side making sure I was okay Minho and Thomas were also there askingwhat happened.

I try to say something but no words come out before I could even stop it my eyes closed all I saw was darkness.

I woke up in the medjacks with Newt sitting next to where I laid. ''Newt?'' I whispered ''Hey El'' He said now smiling as he got up from the chair. ''How are you feeling?'' He asked with a smile but I could tell I bet everyone could tell that he was the most worried about me. He's my best friend after all he's always been there for me and always believed in me when I didn't believe in myself.

I looked at my bandage it started at my elbow to all the way to my shoulder. ''Eh'' I said he chuckles ''I've been worrying about you I was worried that you wouldn't wake up or'' before he could continue I stopped him. ''I'm fine Newt. how long have I been out?'' I said placing a small smile on my lips. ''Not long just one hour'' Newt said ''See I told you I'm fine'' I said trying to convince him even though my body was bruised up and I did a have a bandage that led up to my shoulder.

All of sudden Minho and Thomas burst along with Teresa. ''Are you feeling better'' Minho asked I nod ''Thank you for carrying me'' I said as I flashed him a smile. ''I can't leave you behind I couldn't forgive myself plus I think this shank right here would shucking murder me'' Minho said gesturing to Newt. ''Glad you're feeling better Ellie'' Thomas said as he went to go talk to Alby with Minho.

Teresa looked at me sympathetic. ''It's okay I'm okay'' I said reassuring her ''Ellie what happened?'' She asked ''The griever picked me up then slammed me against the stone wall I guess something else interested it'' I said she gave me a confused look but soon nodded.

Then I remembered

Where's Mason?

I shot up not caring how my body reacted to the sudden movement. ''Lay back down you need some rest'' Newt said calmly as he pushed me back down gently. ''No where's Mason?'' I ask quickly ''That Shank? He's in the slammer'' Newt said. ''He told us that he made you help him and that you shouldn't get punish so that's exactly what we did'' Newt said I was shocked why would Mason do that.

He doesn't care about you
No one cares about you
Newt is your babysitter
Everyone could careless about you
Whatever everyone wished you died in the maze

I tried my best to block out the voices. ''Can I go see him?'' I asked Newt shook his head ''Newt please'' I pleaded still a solid no from Newt. ''Newt?'' Thomas called ''Yeah Tommy?'' Newt called back ''Come here'' Thomas said ''I'll be back El'' Newt said. I blushed slightly what the hell was wrong with me? Why was I blushing? He always calls me that it's nothing new.

I decided to stop talking to myself in my head. I looked to see Newt distracted with talking to Teresa,Thomas, and Minho this was my chance I thought I ran towards the slammer as my body ached my legs felt as if they were going to break. I made it I crouched down to see Mason there holding his head in his hands ''Mason?'' I whispered catching his attention.

He immediately looked up his eyes meeting mine. He rushed to the entrance putting his hands on the wood that separated us ''I'm so sorry babe I'm so sorry'' He said over and over until I finally stopped him. ''It's okay are you okay?'' I said gesturing to his bandaged hand ''Yeah I'm fine'' Mason answered ''you?'' He asked. I nod ''I'm sorry for leaving you it was stupid of me'' Mason said ''Why did you leave?'' I asked ''I thought I could find a way out I'm losing my mind in here'' Mason said.

I didn't reply I just stared at him. ''I know it's stupid and crazy for me a slicer to be not a runner and think he can find a way out'' Mason said softly ''No I'm glad you think that you're hopeful I'm not hopeful I'm anything but hopeful I'm useless, weak, stupid, and most of all damaged'' I whispered. ''No you're tough, strong, useful, loyal, and kind so what if you think you're weak? Everyone is weak sometimes and everyone is stupid sometimes also Damaged if you're the you're doing a pretty good job at hiding things and everyone is damaged from this place from everywhere from the moment we showed up here we were damaged'' Mason said to me looking me straight in my blue eyes.

I look back into his eyes. ''I'm good at hiding that's why I lied to Clint for you he believed me I'm not known as a liar but I'm the biggest liar around here'' I said honestly he looked at me to continue. ''I have secrets'' I said. ''Like what? What makes you damaged?'' Mason asked ''The voices in my head telling me negative things about me or how people get so concerned about me or I-'' before I could continue Mason stopped me. ''When people get concerned about you that means they care about you never have I seen that here for me'' Mason whispered ''I care'' I whispered back.

A smile formed on Mason's face I returned the smile.

Die
I hate you
He probably thinks you're weird and stupid
Freak
Go die
Kill your self

Finally I answered the voices.

If I kill myself I kill you and when I die I hope you know it's lights out bítches