Dangerously Corrupted

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Ellie P.O.V.
   I turn to see Gally standing there with a smirk plastered on his face. ''Hey Gally'' I said with a weak smile ''want to sit with me?'' Gally asked while grinning ''Why?'' I ask. ''I just need to talk to you about something'' Gally whispered ''is it about us?'' I whispered back he nodded slowly. Gally and I both get our food ''follow me'' Gally said then I looked to see Newt sitting with Zart and some others he puts his hand up calling me over I shook my head and continued walking behind Gally.

  I sit down next to Gally ''what are we?'' He asked ''I don't know Gally'' I said honestly. ''We've never kissed...'' Gally said ''Yeah I know'' I said looking down at my shoes ''Are we just really good friends that flirt with each other?'' Gally asked ''Your the one who does most of the flirting when have I ever came up behind you and touched you weirdly'' I said. ''Touched you weirdly?'' Gally asked as he frowned ''like put your hands on my hips'' I said. ''Sorry if I made you uncomfortable'' Gally said while now looking down at his shoes ''it's okay'' I said ''do you like me more then a friend?'' Gally asked looking up from his shoes now staring in my ocean blue eyes as I looked in his dark brown eyes.

''I- I don't know how I feel. do you like me more then a friend?'' I said breaking the eye contact now looking down at my shoes I didn't want to look him in the eyes. ''You know how I feel about you Ellie'' Gally said then he gently grabs my chin making me look at him ''I'm sorry I'm clueless I don't know how I feel about you, about us, or about anything'' I said softly. ''Don't say that'' Gally said softly ''but it's true I'm an idiot'' I whispered Gally then pulls me in for a hug ''no you're gorgeous'' he whispered before he pulled away. I blush slightly ''what do you like about me? You're such a great guy and I don't know why'd you like someone like me'' I said ''well you're gorgeous and tough I love how you defend others and you're not afraid to raise your voice if you have to.'' Gally said with a smile on his face.

I smiled then I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. In that moment everything felt right but at the same time everything felt wrong. Gally kissed back as he put his hands on my waist then started to deepen the kiss I pulled away looking into his dark brown eyes he was confused. ''I'm sorry'' I said quickly as I was about to get up he pulled me back down ''why are you sorry?'' He asked curiously but not letting go of his grip on my wrist I looked down. I looked back up and it was Newt not Gally Newt's chocolate brown eyes staring at me in concern he put his hand on my cheek. ''Ellie?'' Gally said now it was Gally again maybe the voices are right maybe I am insane. ''Yes?'' I asked ''why are you sorry?'' He asked again with hurt in his voice ''I'm sorry that I kissed you'' I said softly. Then I quickly got up and walked away I looked back and saw a confused hurt Gally.

I'm such a mess

I thought then I decided to just go back to the Medjack Hut I sat down I pressed my knees in my chest then the voices started talking.

You just broke Gally's heart Good Job!
HEARTBREAKER
He's lying your an ugly dumb damaged idiot!
You just made Gally think he had a chance with you but then you just pushed him away.
First Kiss? Complete disaster just like you
Kill Yourself
Just go in the maze and disappear hope a griever eats you!
Everything would be fine if you weren't here

''GET OUT OF MY HEAD'' I screamed loudly the whole glade probably heard. Then there were footsteps coming closer then they stopped.

''Are you okay Love?''