Nightmares

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Shu's nightmare
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I was in a black void alone, but all of a sudden a mirror falls right in front of me, startling me. In the mirror was me, but in my Red Eye clothing and mask. I backed up slowly with my eyes widened, and when I looked down at myself, I saw I didn't have my real clothes anymore. I was dressed as Red Eye. Even my hair was longer again. I looked in the mirror again and slowly put my hand on it, seeing if it was my reflection or just my mind fucking with me. I saw Valt appear in the mirror next to me. He was in a wheel chair and his shot wound was pouring blood. I turned around quickly to face him instead of his reflection.

"Valt!?"

I said in worry as I went to touch him. Before I could, he held his hand up, keeping me away from him.

"Don't touch me. This is your fault. I'm dead because of you! Red Eye..."

He called me Red Eye... And said he was dead!

"Valt... You're alive though."

"I'm dead, Red Eye, because of you! You let Ashtem kill me!"

"NO!"

I fell to my knees with my hands gripping onto the sides of my head as I winced and grinded my teeth. I felt tears streaming down my face.

"You'll always be Red Eye... All you care about is winning at Beyblade. You never cared about me, because you're a Beyblade demon!!"

"NO VALT, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!"

"Do I?! I know I'm dead and it's all your fault..."

I started shaking aggressively as Valt was saying this. When I opened my eyes and looked up, he was gone. I looked around the void and saw him again behind me, but this time he was lying on the floor, bleeding to death.

"Valt!!??"

I ran over to him and tried to shake him awake. He opened his eyes half way and smiled lazily.

"Valty?"

"Shu... You... You could've saved me..."

Valt said in a hushed tone.

"I'm sorry I wasn't as important to you as Beyblading was..."

He closed his eyes and his head fell to the side, lifeless.

"I'm sorry!!"

I kept saying.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
~end of nightmare ~
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I gasped as I woke up and felt that I had been crying in my sleep. I looked over at Valt, laying in bed next to me. Valkyrie was laying at the foot of the bed like he always does. I layed back down and stared at the ceiling and began crying again. I put my hands over my face, trying not to wake Valt up with my pathetic crying. I also wanted to hold him tight right now and tell him how sorry I am and how much he means to me. I gave in and rolled onto my side and wrapped my arms around his small body, waking him up when I buried my face in his back and cried more.

"Shu?? What's wrong?"

He asked as I felt his hand on mine. He ran his other hand through my hair.

"I love you Valt... I'm sorry... Please forgive me, I'm sorry. You mean the universe to me, you have to believe that..."

"Woah, woah, Shu. What's going on baby?"

Valt asked as he turned over to face me.

"I had a dream that I was dressed as Red Eye again, even my hair was long again. There was a mirror in front of me and you appeared next to me. You were in a wheel chair and you weren't calling me Shu, you called me Red Eye. Your bullet wound was pouring blood and you kept telling me that it was my fault that you were dead. Then, you appeared a few feet away and you were lying on the ground, dying from being shot. You were able to stay alive long enough to tell me that I could've saved you and that you were sorry that Beyblading was more important to me than you were... Then you just... You died right there..."

I explained the whole dream to him as I still cried on him. He played with my white hair and kissed my forehead.

"Shu... First of all, we all know I didn't die, I'm right here with you and I'm not leaving. Second, I don't blame you at all for me getting shot, you had no idea Ashtem was gonna do that. I swear to god it is not your fault."

I started crying uncontrollably as Valt continued.

"Valt, what if I become Red Eye again?... What if I still am Red Eye?... I'm scared Valt..."

I said with shaking in my voice.

"You are not Red Eye, you're Shu Kurenai, my husband and best friend since Kindergarten. I'm fully aware that I'm more important to you than Beyblading too, and you won't become Red Eye again."

My partner assured me. I believed everything he said and trust him more than anyone.

"I love you Valty... Please believe that."

"I love you too Shu, I do believe you. You'll always be Shu Kurenai baby... None of the gang is even mad at you for the Red Eye situation. Plus, it was months ago."

I nodded my head, agreeing with him.

"I'm sorry..."

I whispered softly.

"It's okay Shu... Everything is gonna be okay. I promise."

We layed there in each others arms the rest of the night. I hoped that I wouldn't start to continue having similar nightmares like this. I hated it and seeing Valt die right in front me was hell on Earth. I wasn't planning on Beyblading again for a long time.

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Well, I almost cried typing this lmao. First chapter to the sequel guys!!!
Chapter idea was given to me by CEABear2015

Damn I wish Shalt was canon in the series ffs lmao.

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