Life of a young girl

Part five: drama

Why can't people keep things to themselves? I know I always write about this, but it is something I don't understand. People will always tell other people what they want, and they will, speaking from experience, twist the truth to create more drama. I'm thinking of changing the way I write. I'm going to start to tell my experiences in a different way.

I've got too much drama today. Something said to my closest friends, a simple thing that happened while partying has been made huge.

And now it haunts me.

A silly stupid little secret that no one should care about. I certainly had forgot about it. Normally, before I started to feel so low I wouldn't have cared. The other two people that include this secret are no friends of mine. But now I care, because it's completely innecesary.

Now I feel even lower, with no one to talk to. It is those people that I consider my closest friends the ones who told everything.

And truth be told, it is nothing major. Actually, it is nothing. But everything bad comes when you feel the worst. I'm in no state of mind to confront this. I was feeling awful today, now even worse.

I hat not having anyone to talk to. I hate it.

I don't know if anyone feels the same, but I assure you it's one of the worst things that can happen to sombody.

I guess I need help, as soon as possible.

I'm trembling. And the worst part is that I can't stop.