Journal

Dear John

I can write about how much I love you over and over again.
But it still wouldn't be enough for me.
When I was in the hospital I got depressed because I missed you.
I was also reading a book and apart reminded me of you.
How you would come over and we would laugh,cuddle,talk or just fall asleep.
I loved being touched by you and I'm afraid to be touched by anyone.
I felt safe in your arms.
I felt like I was untouchable when you were around.
I loved looking at you when you came over half asleep you would look so small for being my giraffe.
"I never wish to be parted from you from this day on"
A quote from the book I never know what else to say.
But I can with these little quotes I found.
"You have bewitched me,body and soul"
From the moment I met you I knew you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my days with.
"Only the deepest love will persuade me into matrimony"
"I must learn to be content with being happier than I deserve"
"To be fond of dancing was a certain step forward failing in love"
The night we went out and danced just looking up at you made me fall in love I never wanted the night to end.
You were the only boy I've ever been afraid of losing I could have cared less if anyone walked away.
But you I'm terrified to be able to see or hug you ever again.
For you are my bestfriend you were the moment we met we just didn't know it yet.
Sometimes I wish we never met you cause I wouldn't be so hurt right now.
Sitting here writing in a journal about you.
But you know what?....I'm so glad I met you