Journal

Dear Stranger

You were once my everything and now you are just another human.

You were the love of my life,my reason to wake up every morning.

You were my happiness i was the happiest I've ever been.

When I saw you my world lit up.

When you said my name my heart would beat out of my chest.

When you looked at me my stomach got butterflies.

When you said "I love you" my knees got weak I just knew you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my days with you.

You promised me everything,you said we would be happy.

You said you loved me with everything you had.

You said we would have it all.

That nothing else mattered..

I was promised forever,a home,a safe place forever,a family,HAPPINESS.....

But then all that changed I don't know what happened.

You made me un-happy now so un-happy.

I didn't want to wake up the next day anymore.

When i saw you all i wanted to do was cry.

When you said my name it hurt.

When you said "I love you" my heart would break I think it was because deep down I knew you didn't mean it anymore....

I knew you were the one who was going to break my heart into pieces.

You broke all the promises you made to me.

I said "I never wish to be parted from you from this day on"

But you truly didn't give a damn.

Now I just sit here thinking about what we had or what we could of have.

While you're out there with your new girlfriend.

I would say I wish you the best with her.

But I really don't,I hope you get your heart broken.

i hope she builds you up makes you happy.

But I also hope one day she wakes up and decides she just doesn't want to be with you anymore.

I hope she tells you she loves you but doesn't mean it.

I hope one day I see you again and I'm happy.

So you can see that i made it without you.

Because when we were ending I was breaking.

I loved you more then I loved myself.

But now i realize you really weren't worth it.

But I'll never disrespect you or speak bad on your name because I once loved you with all my heart.

I wish you the best in life I hope you do well.

But I hope one day you wake up and realize you lost the one girl who loved you like no else ever could.

I also hope you fell the pain you put me threw.

I love you stranger and this is truly GOODBYE...