Kita lagi takin 'Swara (Sequel to Damaged) *Jahvie*

So Much Confusion

Jayy's P.O.V

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I laughed, leaning against the busstop sign, raising my brow as I crossed my arms at him, feeling the smirk take place on my lips, "Is that so?"

He punched me in the arm but it didn't hurt as his face got red, "Yeah... stop smiling about it!"

I laughed again and shook my head, "My little Sarah wants advice on sex?"

He just glared as an answer and I shrugged, "Well, me and Dahv's haven't really gone 'all the way' yet, so we just-"

He smacked his palm against my mouth, making an 'ew' face, "Okay, I didn't need to know that. I'll search it up or something."

That made me laugh harder against his hand, and when he pulled away, I snickered at him, "Google always has an answer. Even if it's about blowjobs, handjobs, rimjobs, s-."

"Dude!" He screamed, and by now, his face looked like the color of a red dodge ball, "Shut. Up."

I was literally dying from laughter as the bus rolled up, and my legs couldn't support my weight anymore so I ended up sliding down the sign, leaning my head back as I giggled hysterically.

He groaned, "Dahvie, make him stop."

"Stop what?"

I opened my eyes, seeing Dahvie and some other boy were giving me question mark looks as Mason just glared. I took a deep breathso I could breathe and speak, "You're telling me to stop?! You're the one who's going to Google gay sex!"

Dahv's brows furrowed in confusion before he made an 'ew' face, looking at Mason, "You're gonna do that with my brother?" Then an amused grin slipped on his lips, "Wait, you're going to Google it?"

His face got red again and me and Dahvie erputed into laughter.

"You guys are cocksucking assholes," He groaned, facepalming.

"Only half of that statement is right, but thank you," Dahvie winked before walking over to me and took my hand, helping me so I was standing again.

  "Anywhore," He said, looking at me seriously, "We need to talk."

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"He's alive?" I asked, feeling confusion, hope, and saddness fill in me all at once.

He nodded, looking away and then back at me, "Yeah.... I think you're my brother.."

A silence stretched upon us as he said that, and I was just processing this through my head, shuffling through my memory, trying to find him, anywhere before looking at him, "Are you sure?.."

He bit his bottom lip, "I'm not sure, but I'm almost at that rate.."

I felt a hand squeeze mine and I turned my head, seeing Dahv's smiling face, his eyes going from Santi to me, "Listen, I don't know anything about what happened- and neither do either of you! But... what if Beth has been keeping it a secret from you Jayy?" He looked back at me, and I know he wasn't offending me in any way, "What if, for some reason, your Dad and her parted ways for a reson uknown and she lied and said he was dead, and then he took Santi with him?"

"Maybe you two weren't met to meet?" Mason added, shrugging his shoulders.

"Dahvie.." I randomly said, looking at him, "Do you remember that man at the hotsprings? The one who knocked on our door and... interupted us?"

He nodded, "Yeah."

"I... don't know if that was him or not," I admitted, feeling stupid for just realizing, "I mean, then again.. while mom was dating Bob, him and Dad looked exactly alike, and that's saying something since I can't really remember his face so clearly since I was so young. That's why I was so mad at first, but when he walked away... it reminded me of my father walking away from me, so then I got really sad.."