May 1st 2018

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Dear whoever is reading this

                   How can I be with someone so beautiful and amazing when I'm ugly and terrible.  I know I should stop thinking so negatively about my self.  But it's hard not to think the truth. Its hard put a smile on and say lies about my self. Its hard to convince myself somthing I'm not. It's hard not to cry at times. Why am I terrible, ugly, crazy, unworthy, sad, mean, short, never good looking, terrible body? That's my question to this world. The thing is… I have more questions like, "why is my voice so ugly and gross?" Or "what's wrong with my looks, why are so gross and ugly?" Or etc. God just writing this down makes me feel like a narcissist…I should just shut up. That's probably what everyone wants.
                        
                                                           
From                                                                   Em

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