Hey guys! I feel like if you know who i am... and i guess my story... Then you can relate to me and my writing more ♡
It started i guess when i first heard the voice. The first one. Her name os truth. She told me the ugly truths no one liked to face. That no one wanted to say. My parents fought. Alot. And i didnt really know how to handle it. School was getting harder, i had just lost my bestfriend, and my voice was screaming at me... but i was still strong. That was until i lost 3 of my best friends to suicide in 2016.... I broke. I lost every part of me left... I cut... But it made me realize that i wanted to help people. People like them... sakura... mia... and hythem... They were all so young... and i still cant help but blame my self. That year went by in a blur, And in febuary. I lost my 4th. Nethy. We... werent as close... i must admit but it still hurt. My mind was becoming more and more corrupt. But it didnt matter i was helping so many people. I couldnt stop. That was until i lost my 5th... Aaron... It was 100% My fault. We had gotten into a fight.. and he said, Im going to do it... and i thought it was a joke... he used to say stuff like that alot. I got my 4th suicide note the next day. I built up walls. Emotions were and honestly still are foreign to me. That was... Until i fell in love... of course i had to fall in love.. with Him... and he loved me too... We got together in October. At this point, i had gone to therapy ( twice ) Cut ( alot ) only had one voice and thousands of hallucinations. He made everything better. He made me... whole again... but it all ended in November... When he broke up with me for another girl... He too at the time was going through some hard things, but it killed me. It very well almost physically did too. I attempted. He realized he wasnt happy and made a mistake... and so i started dating him again. I now had 2 voices. One was lie. The beautiful wonderful lies. They fight. Alot... But i never stopped helping people. Its now 2018. I hope to be able to help more! If anyone ever needs to talk. Im here for you. Love you all. Stay safe ♡ (oh yea. Btw. Face reveal ^)
