Me - One of my favorite lyrics of the song im listening to is " Shatter your skull fight pain with more pain! Forget who you are. Unburden your load. When the voice in your head says youre better off dead, Dont be afraid. "
Him ( who knows 100% about my self harm ) - Just...let me lie to myself for a night...
What i hear - Let me tell myself that you havent tried drowning yourself before. Let me tell myself that its all okay. That im not suicidal. That she'll reply. Let me tell myself those lies we never want to admit together.
Him - Ill be okay tomorrow... i promise.... but right now im about to pass out night love.
Me - Yea yea of course... Night...
But i need you now.... im so tired of crying myself to sleep....
