Hey guys so sorry i havent been here recently things got.... really bad. Im actually seeing a counselor now! So thats good. Shes suggested that i take antidepressants and i know.... i know i should be happy that i can get better... but i wanted... to be able to fight my own battle and win it... not have the boost of a drug that makes my brain create chemicals. It just doesnt feel right to me. I dont know. Ill keep you guys updated also. This is Nala, the cat at my therapist, and me
