Theres no such thing as perfect

Chapter 18

Why had drake been acting so weird. Never have we been able to not talk that long. Confused and shaken up a bit I decide to talk to my sister.

I walked in to my sister and a tall man sitting next to her in the media room were she was staying. My sister is now clearly showing, only 3 more months left. I move closer to get a look at the guy, it was will. Finally.

She laughs when he rubs her stomach then kisses her softly on the lips. Then suddenly she looks up and sees me there, I realize how long i have been standing there watching and suddenly get embarrassed.

"Hey, your back early how did it go",she asks. I now try to focus on scrambling together what had just happened, then realize will is in the room and decide to lie. "It was..alright, we will talk about it later okay",I roll off the side ofthe wall and head upstairs, why can I not find the words to tell my sister everything like I usually do, why was everything suddenly different, why was he suddenly acting super weird?

I decide to let it slide for now and just play some music while I try to fantom all my thoughts into one brain, the Number one question, why?

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I sat on the bed for along time just listening to music, when I drifted off to sleep. I woke up with my big sister at the edge of the bed. "Are you okay",she asks gently . I sit up "how long have I been out", I ask looking around."since yesterday afternoon", she replied.

I suddenly realize the tears running down her face. "What's wrong", I ask.

"It's drake", she replied stoping and taking a breath, "he has been in an accident".

I sat straight up in my bed, what there's no way I just saw him yesterday, "is he okay", I ask not allowing myself to cry.

"He was moving to his new home in Missouri last night, and a drunk driver hit the rear end of the car and sent it's spinning, it flipped four times".

"Is he okay", I asked again.

She takes a deep breath and continues. "It was his little brother, older brother and him, in the car.the mom was here finishing up last minute things before the move became permanent. "Ally, honey his brothers are in ICU, they almost lost them".

"What about him," I ask. I don't know how much I could take of this. I was about to be physically sick, I couldn't lose him to, not after everything. God please no, I begged.

"They said he has some physical damage, and should be fine, they transferred his brothers to the Missouri state hospital. And there over at there new house right now finishing everything to be able to be up there with there family. Did you know he was moving?"she asked.

I shook my head no. Maybe the was what he had been trying to tell me, maybe that was why he was acting weird. "We had a fight, I don't think he got a chance, but he was acting weird lately". I whipe my tears from my eyes and get up.

"Where are you going", she asked.

"Missouri", I reply. I grab a jacket before she can stop me. There's no way I can let him go, not after everything we have been through.