My Little Poetry Book

Forevermore

I looked at you.
Don't know what I'm gonna do.
You got me by your finger.
Baby I can't help but to linger.
I'm not afraid to love you.
But tell me what am I gonna do.
If you don't feel the same.
Oh feel the same.
I whispered underneath my breath that night.
That I always wanna hold you tight.
I never thought.
You would feel the same.
And look at me, look at me.
Don't you lie to me, lie to me.
I want honesty, honesty.
Do you feel the same?
And Ooooooooh,
I hope you feel the same.
And Ooooooooh,
Do you feel the same?
I'm not afraid to love you,
You whispered underneath your breath.
And at that moment you just,
Pulled me closer to your chest.
And you said,
'Through thick and thin.
Though anger might win.
And you cry tears at night.
Claiming you don't want to fight.
I promise you,
I'll love you,
Forevermore.'
Things started to go well.
Everything was perfect.
We started together.
And made each other stronger.
Now I don't mean to linger.
But I thought you were cleaner.
But I saw you that night.
Holding her tight.
I screamed at you that night.
Don't try to apologise.
I know you don't mean it.
But I want you to mean it.
So go have your fun.
Go break more hearts.
Go away.
I can't stand to see you.
Six months passed by.
The first few weeks I cried.
But then I just happened,
To stumble into a bar.
I lost myself,
In the poison.
And promised myself.
I don't miss him.
Well I fell into a routine.
That ended up with me drunk on Friday.
Killing a hangover on Saturday.
And crying in Sunday.
And then the week started over.
I act as if nothing happened.
Until I saw you.
Six months later.
You were outside my bedroom window.
Throwing pebbles like a teenage boy.
I screamed at you to go away.
I'm not just some toy.
You were on your knees begging me.
To let you come up and talk.
That Sunday.
I dried up my tears,
Gathered my composure.
And let you in the front door.
I didn't want to talk
But you claimed you weren't leaving until I gave you a chance.
He explained himself.
I bit my lip and tried,
To bite back the tears.
But one escaped.
And there I was,
In your embrace.
I swallowed and said
'Im afraid to love you.
But I want to.
But what am I gonna do,
If that man comes back in you.'
You whispered underneath your breath that night.
That you always wanna hold me tight.
I used to think you felt the same.
And you look at me, look at me.
Don't you lie to me, lie to me.
I want honesty, honesty.
Do you still feel the same?
And Ooooooooh.
I hope you still feel the same.
And Ooooooooh.
Do you still feel the same?
I looked at you, looked at you.
What am I gonna do, gonna do.
I would never lie to you, lie to you.
Of course I feel the same.
And at that moment you just,
Pulled me closer to your chest.
And you said,
'Through thick and thin.
Though anger might win.
And you cry tears at night.
Claiming you don't want to fight.
I promise you,
I'll love you,
Forevermore.'
I whispered my response.
And you hugged me tight.
Not letting go,
For the rest of the night.
Forevermore.
You are
Mine...