My Little Poetry Book

Meaningless Rain

It's a beautiful night.
The stars are shining bright.
I wish I could hold you tight.
I love you.
Whispers through the phone.
Feelings being felt that we didn't even know.
Tears in my eyes.
Stinging pain.
My mood.
Brought meaningless rain.
I hate you.
You should know.
I don't care.
Not anymore.
Know you never did.
How can I feel all this pain.
I didn't think this love was a game.
Meaningless rain.
Words filled with pain.
Words filled with hate.
This love was a mistake.
I don't think I'll ever be okay.
Not anymore.
Bedsheets stained red.
Thoughts going through my head.
Bloody knife on the bed.
Thinking bout all those words you said.
New cuts on my wrist.
This beautiful love story had a twist.
Now I'm breathing no more.
As the knife hits the floor.
Thought you could change.
I thought you would.
Feelings being felt.
That never should.
You raised your arm.
Held it high.
And hit me.
Right below my left eye.
I remember the feeling.
The feelings of being left.
Feelings that should.
Never be felt.
You said you should change.
Said that you could.
But that didn't mean you would.
I open my eyes.
I don't like what I see.
You with another girl.
Inside my house.
Please call me when you get this message.
Left my number.
It's people like you.
That interrupt my slumber.
I'm dying inside.
No longer alive.
No longer myself.
Leaving my heart locked away.
On a forbidden shelf.
You said you would care.
You never did.
You left me feeling scared.
But yet you didn't care.
I don't understand.
Why'd you pick me.
And I not good enough.
Am I not a sight to see?
Left me alone.
Feeling so cold.
I wish I had somebody to hold.