Arsen's Lucine

CHAPTER 6

I was shocked.This wasnt my plan.I cant stay here.Maria left as soon as the alpha left.This is my time.I could jump out the window and run to the borders.I got up from the bed.My back hurted and it still didnt heal.But I should go.

I was lucky that the room was on the ground floor.Or else I would have also broken my back bone.I jumped out of the window and observed the surroundings. It seemed to be the back of the back house.I was lucky that no one was around.I observed the surroundings and found that the north is the easiest way to the borders.Without any second thoughts I took of running towards the north borders.

My back was still exposed and the cold air hit me making me shiver as I ran.Suddenly I bumped into  a tree.No it was not tree.It was a hard chest.I inhaled the air and the amazing aura of my mate hit my nostrils.I lifted my head up only to be met with the same aqua blue eyes.The had an emotion in them.It was anger.

I moved back and looked around for escape.There was no one with him.I could just run fast.I started to turn around ready to jolt but a growl erupted from my mate.It made me shiver with fright and I stopped dead on my tracks.A hand grasped around my waist.The skin on my back was exposed and tingles spread over my body.He pulled me into him, my bruised back hitting his chest and making me groan in pain.I tried to flinch away from him not because I didnt want him to hold me but because my back hurted so badly.

He seemed to notice my struggle and his grip on my waist loosened.I sighed in relief because the pain was over.I backed away from him but he turned me around.I met his intense cyan eyes again.Oh goddess.What is this man doing to me.He was looking at me with the same expression he always had.Anger.

Subconsciously I started muttering silly things hoping he would feel pity and let me go.
"Please let me go.I am rouge.You wont like me.I cant be the luna or your mate.I am nothing.Please let me be.I will only cause you harm."

I didnt even realize what I just blurted out.I looked up and saw his face having the same emotion.What! Does this man have a heart.I thought that he will pity me and let me go.But no, He is still having the same expression.

"Shut up and you are coming with me and joining this pack . And if you try to escape one more time then I will kill you." He said in his alpha tone.My eyes widened and I let out a gasp.No no.This cant be happening.

I started cowering away and moving back afraid he will hurt me.My world was once again spinning and my vision was becoming blurry.Before I knew it my bruised back hit the ground.And before I could even let out a scream of pain, my vision blacked out.

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I woke up again in a bed but this time it was not a hospital one.I was in a room.I was laying on my stomach.The pain on my back was not so bad now.I think my wolf healed it.I found myself changed in a white loose full sleeved knee length dress.Oh no.He didnt change me did he.I sat up and hugged myself scared that he saw my body.I have never ever let anyone see my body uncovered.Ive never even allowed a male to touch me.

Tears were beginning to form in my eyes but I held it back.No I can't break my mother's promise.

The door burst open making me jump from the bed.The amazing scent of my mate hit my nostrils once again.Uggh.Moon godddess why are you giving me this torture.I looked up and saw him marching towards me.Oh no is he going to beat me again.

I started cowering away to the side of the bed with my eyes closed.I waited for a slap to come my way but it never came.I slowly raised my head to see my mate standing in front of me with his eyebrows raised. Oh even his eyebrows are perfect.Wait focus.My wolf is invading my mind.I pushed her to the back of my mind.We were again having this staring session.His cyan eyes looking deeply into mine.I wonder if my eyes are considered special now.My mom used to tell me that I had the most beautiful big ocean blue eyes.I think I have a competition here.

I looked away from him because I couldn't let him show that I wanted him.I have to put up an act and try to escape.Speaking of escaping I cant escape.He will kill me.Maybe I should juat let him kill.I mean I dont have anyone. So maybe if I die nobody will care and I can finally be with my parents in heaven. Wait what if I go to hell.Oh no.

I heard a finger snap in front of my eye making me snap out of my silly idiotic thoughts.Really I was thinking like a four year old child there.

I finally regained myself and looked straight at my mate's face.

I had this one question that I nedded to clarify.
"Who changed me?" I asked trying to keep the tough act but I know that I will miserably fail.My wolf may be stronger than others but me as a human im weak.I think thats why the moon goddess paired me with her.Because the human and the wolf balance each other.

"Are you questioning your alpha." He asked in his angry tone.Oh god his eyes are changing colour.The blue is turning yellow.

"You are not my alpha.You will never be my alpha." I blurted out.I wonder where I got this confidence from.

His eyes were pure yellow now.Most alphas eyes turns orange when they were angry.Why is his eyes yellow.

He slowly started coming forward.I stood up from the bed.I didn't want to face him because I knew I would pee in my pants so I looked down.

I felt his fingers go to my chin pulling it up making me face him.Even though I felt tingles by the touch, the look on his eyes made me shiver with fright.

"What did you say?"He asked his voice hoarse.It gave me chills.My wolf was grinning at the back of my head.She was enjoying this closure while I was shivering.

I shook my head signalling that it was nothing.

"Good."he said and let go of me.His eyes were back to the its cyan again.My body was shaking violently from what just happend now.

"And to answer your question, The maid changed you." As soon as I heard it, I let out a sigh of relief.

"Please just let me go."I said trying to hold back the tears.

"No! Never." He shouted which made me jump.

He continued."You are mine and you are not going anywhere mate."

"Mate.If I was your mate then why would you punish me huh?" I yelled out of frustration

"Pack comes first to me.If anyone lay a finger on my pack I will kill them.Mate or not.And besides do not think that I want you.You are just another punsihment given to me by the moon goddess. I only keep you here because you make me and my pack
stronger." He finished and left with banging the door shut.

I just stood there taking in the pain.His each word hurted me more than anything. My wolf whimpered.I  laid on the bed with my heart aching.Tears started to flow from my eyes for the first time after years.I didnt held them back because even tears had their freedom.

I had broken my promise which I gave to my mom.I clenched the pillow and cried even more asking my mother for apology.

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Im crying now.This story reached #38 in cruel.I cant believe it.Thank you to every single one of you who have read my book.

-hanna