Maybe if you would listen
For just a moment
If you would look into my eyes
And break down your walls of expectations
Maybe you'd see and understand
That behind my mask of perfection
Is a scared little girl
Who seems to be unable to speak
But no, she hasn't lost her voice
Its been with her all along
But what good is it if no one listens to it?
What good is the use of speaking up?
If everyone can hear you
And perhaps are listening
But can't understand you?
A\N: I know I don't really do author's note and haven't really updated in like forever but I decided to just add something, I've been really searching for inspiration for the past days after talking with my sister. It had something to do with how I always felt like I'm putting on a mask and how I try to take it off so people can understand me but it always feels like no matter how hard I try, they don't still get it, its like they have their own image about me painted permanently in their head and then they have these expectations about me, they never bother to listen to me and when they do, they never seem to hear my words,its like they choose to ignore my voice and replace it with theirs, and then when we fight they say I don't understand them either but the truth is all I've ever done was listen, listening and watching silently while inside I'm crying out loud for my voice to be found and for my voice to be heard.
This is my way of speaking out, my way of finding my voice even if I'm not really talking but you can hear my words in your head, my voice, so please don't ignore it and please just vote and comment, so I know I'm not alone.
Please vote and comment, I really need something positive to feel right now
Thank you
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BlackBirds Diary
PuisiI only find comfort in the books For in the chapters I find peace Here I can write my story Form my imagination Create my illusion It is more than just fiction It is my kingdom, my creation My freedom
