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The Uncertain

"There are certain lines people shouldn't cross and secrets meant to be kept. Its just how life works, at least thats what i thought was common sense. Of course theres still wars, racism, criminals and all types of psychos; and who could forget the sicknesses that have yet to have a cure. Now thats all understandable, but no. Humans didn't stop there. They started to think we can do whatever the hell we want because of "freedom". I think you know where I'm going with this. Thats right , the gays, lesbians, and trans came out of the closet."

"I'm not homophobic, just getting that out there before you start judging me. I'm just mostly confused. Not in my sexuality I'm perfectly straight, thank you, I'm confused how this started. Why it started. Excuse me if i seem like I'm picking sides. You do you, like who you like but i think thats whats wrong with this approach. Love is love you say? So is the law of reproduction!", Before i can continue, the class started to boo and throw papers at me. I sighed and start to put down my board and picked up my report papers.  Gilbert, a gay friend of mine, only glared at me. Now its not my fault the teacher choose me to do the anti-gay report, ok i volunteered, but someone had to do it. Someone was going to get stuck with it eventually so who else than me?

I walk back to my desk and lay my head on my desk. Some jerks picked up my board, which i worked on all week by the way, and teared it up. The Teacher finally decided to do something and told them they were getting an F for ruining my grade. At least i know i practically earned a free A+ just because they got angry. I smile at myself and Gilbert hits my shoulder lightly. "Whats so funny? You know that wasn't very nice Samuel, you know I'm gay and you still presented it." He said looking at me disappointed. I looked over at him and sighed,"So, what, was i supposed to take the F?" I asked and he nodded in agreement," Yes! Exactly!" He replied as the final bell rang. I get up and throw away all my papers and Poster Board. " I have a low ass grade as it is, why would i do that? Besides i tried to be as bias as i could." I say and start to make my way out the classroom with him not far behind.

"Thats what you call bias?" He asked in disbelieve. I put my hands in my pockets and roll my eyes. "Ok, maybe i wasn't bias but i really don't mean anything against who you like. Thats none of my damn business who you like." I say as we start to walk to the exit. A few kids run past us and i feel a shove on my shoulder as one of them bump into me. "What the fuck man?" I say as i regain my balance after the sudden impact. He turns around to me, apologizes, and runs back to his friends. "Geez, whats his rush." I whisper under my breath as i turn to Gilbert as he looks at me in disbelieve.

"What?" I ask him and he gives me his bright smile. "Did you see his face? I think he likes you!" He said with sparkling eyes. I squinted my eyes at him in confusion. "Excuse me? Him, like me? Your kidding right? Whatever, even if he did i wouldn't like him like that." I say and turn back around and continue to walk. Gilbert comes up next to me and looks at me," I'm serious! We have like a couple classes together with him. I notice him looking at you all lovey dovey." He said, but i only roll my eyes. "Gilbert, this is like the fifth guy you said who likes me. And each one never said nor did anything to capture my attention or even approach me." I say and walk over to my locker. Gilbert leans against the lockers and made his pout face in defeat. "Its not fair, all these cute guys falling for you when your not even gay." He said with his arms crossed.

I open up my locker and put away my bag and turn to him. "If you like them so much, then ask them out. Or get to know them." I say and turn back to my locker and slam it shut. "Easy for you to say, I see you go up to girls and flirt with them without a single stutter or sign of embarrassment." He says and walks along beside me. "Well, yeah, but they only complain how they wish they had a gay friend or some shit." I admit, as many as i fall for and ask out, none actually said yes. No matter how much confidence i have. I'm one of the few guys in this school who isn't just a submissive son of a bitch.  Which means i could practically go to any guy and ask them out and they'd say ye- I stop my thoughts.

Them gay thoughts again. Fuck.