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Mixed Feelings

This was just the beginning of something new, something different, but all the familiar at the same time. All I know is I would go through hell and over with him and I wouldn't mind, for the little time I met him I already feel like I know him by heart. He makes me feel like I can do anything, I smile at the though of just us forever. For some reason, I didn't think gay love would feel like this. I thought it would feel better or worse but it actually feels normal. I never felt so comfortable with love in my whole life. Just as if this was meant to happen.

Is this what I've been missing? Sorry I keep bring up these feelings but its all I can think about. How is this happening? How am I ok with this? Ive never felt more whole in my life, is this- I stop my train of thought when I feel Adam tug at my shirt. I must have been making an upsetting face, that usually happens when I'm in deep thought. "A-Are you mad? You look really focused in something, is their something wrong?" He pauses for a while before looking up at me and then at the ground. "Did my friends tell you to ask me out? I mean that would be flattering but, if you don't feel the same like me its fine."He said with a sad voice. He slowly loosens grip on my hand, almost about to let go, but i only make my grip tighter. "I wouldn't ask anyone out because some one tells me to. I do it because I want to be with them." I say to him while pulling him onto me slightly. He blushes and holds my arm, I smile and we walk to the bus area. "So, nothings wrong?" He asks, probably to reassure his doubts.

"I'm fine babe." I say as his face flushes in color. "B-B..Sammy i cant say that! I'm sorry." He stuttered and covered his face in embarrassment that he couldn't say it back to me. I laugh and wrap my arm around him," Its ok, you can just call me daddy." I said winking. He looks at me a little annoyed and shoved me playfully, "No way, im not calling you that." He said, crossing his arms. I laugh a little more and we continue walking to the bus. We hold hands and he gives me a quick light kiss on the hand before putting up his hoodie in embarrassment.

I smile and we both sit together on our way home. He bobs his head tiredly trying not to fall while being asleep and the bus turns and he lays his head on my shoulder. I wrap my arm around him and wake him up once his bus stop comes. As everyone started to leave he turned to me and gave me a quick kiss before getting up and out. Slightly shocked I blushed and watched him leave. I finally snapped out of it and realized I was making a love sick face.

All this smiling is going to make my face hurt I swear, I think to myself and tried my best to stop. I get off the bus focusing on sad things to stop smiling but his bright smile keeps entering my head. Hes mine, hes actually, really, mine. I smile and walked light on my feet the rest of the way home. Of course my mom noticed and gave me a big thumbs up. I scuff out a slight laugh and turn to my phone to text him.

Oh, I got a message from him, I open it up and my heart melts. I never really used emojis or liked them but this one from him made me happy. It was a red heart and I sent one back. He sends a disgust emoji and I laugh. We go out on an all out emoji war and keep messing with each other all day. Before I knew it I ask him to go in a call with me. Coincidentally my mom kept coming in and interrupting but we talked till we fell asleep.

Thats how we meet, and thats how we started dating. Its been 5 years since then, now all I have to do is find the courage to actually buy the ring and make him my one and only forever.

Yay the end hope you liked this short story :3 If you liked this one you should go see my other story called : Heart Breaker

Trust me its more kinky in that one and its a longer story, anyway thanks for reading!