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Confession

I wake up to the next morning and my head is pounding. As you can tell, this is already off to a great start. I groan and force myself awake and sit up from bed. I get up from bed and change my clothes and put on my shoes. As I walk out of my room I stub my toe against the door, "Fuck!" I yell and hop down to the kitchen in pain. I look around and notice she has overslept, so she can't make me breakfast. "Whatever I'll skip breakfast. " I tell myself and walk out of the house. 

I walk to where my bus stops and I see dark clouds up in the sky. "Don't tell me.. " I check my phone and as I predicted, rain was expected in the morning. As soon as I finished reading the notification, rain started to drip from the sky. I got a good few minutes in the soaking rain before the bus came to pick us up and I sit right next to Adam. He looked at me and scooted a little back, "Wow, your soaking wet. Didn't you bring an umbrella? " He asked and I turned to him. "Does it look like I have an umbrella? " I ask and he looks down nervously. "So, wh-what are you going to tell me after school? " he said nervously, even with his head down I can see the blush on his face. 

"I'll tell you after school. " I smirk and he looked at me angrily. At least I think he's trying to make an angry face, his cheeks are just puffed up in disappointment. I laugh and we arrive at school. The day seemed to stretch on for years. Every time when Gilbert was away or out of view, Adam wouldn't hesitate to bug me about what I was going to tell him. I wanted to make sure I wasn't making a mistake, I had to wait till the end of the school day and more and more I wanted to tell him.

By lunch time I already knew it wasn't a mistake, I was more sure than ever that I was going to ask him out. We spent more time together today more than any other. I learned more about him today than any other day. He got really sensitive at lunch and talked alot about himself, things I never knew. I wanted to hold him so bad, but the way I hold him would only let him know how I feel. So I was only able to hold his arms and give him the best attention and comfort I could.

By the end of the day, a sudden feeling of nervousness weld up in me. Its last period and I look around nervously. Gilbert seemed to notice, just great, now he'll ask what's wrong. I look over at him but he doesn't say anything, he just nods. What the fuck... He NODS his head in AGREEMENT. To what??!! Does he know already??!! This whole time??!!

I gave him a confused look and slightly nodded my head back. He nodded again and looked back at his work.

Oh well fuck, I hope he's just being random or something because now that only made me more nervous. The last bell rings and everyone starts to leave, except me and Adam. Gilbert looks back at us and his eyes light up. If he didn't know then, now he does. He thankfully walks out of the room with the rest and then we both got up. We start to walk out when I feel a tug on my shirt.

"Please tell me now, your killing me with curiosity. " I turn around and see Adam staring dead at me, his face pink and his hand shaking. Slowly I grab his hand and pull him close to me. His face becomes flustered as we slowly embrace. "U-Um.. " He said nervously and I give him a soft smile. "Adam, we've been friends for a while now." I say and our eyes lock, we can't look away. "Uh, Y-Yeah we have.. " He stuttered shyly.

"You know I'm not gay, I always preferred woman. " I say and Adams expression started to change to a more sad tone. I use one hand to wrap my arm around his waist and the other lifted his face closer to mine. "But something about you...makes me think otherwise. " I say and his face becomes bright red. He holds onto my shirt tightly as we got closer. The suspense was killing both of us, I could tell by his eyes. He's begging for a kiss and I'm begging for one as well.

I give in and our lips touch. His soft lips were overwhelming, his sweet sent filling my senses. I stopped thinking he was a guy, I only thought of him as love itself. Our lips were moving in and out from our touch. We walked out of the classroom with our lips still locked in. I hear a large gasp and we both part our lips and turn around. Gilbert and all of Adam's friends were staring right at us. Great. I will never hear the end of this. 

I hold Adam close to me as Gilbert squealed in joy, "See, see?!  I told you you were gay! I knew it, I was right! " he said as I glared at him. Adam held my arm tightly, "Hey, knock it off Gilbert." he said with a pouting face. Its so cute when he tries to defend me. With his personality it doesn't even feel like im dating any gender at all, just Adam. I think i like this kind of love, I smile to myself. I move my hand slowly toward his palm and our fingers locked holding each others hand. "So, is that a yes?" I whisper into his ear. I see him shiver a bit by the sound of my voice and nods shyly. I happily kiss his head and we walk past our still very loud and enthusiastic friends.